I had only been having sex with Ian! As I stated before the shit was mediocre asf! He always needed assistance to help me and he could always get up but couldn't stay up! He always made slick comments about bringing his friends into the bedroom but I never took his ass serious! He started doing kinky shit like handcuffing me and blind folding me! He couldn't fuck for shit so I wasn't as skeptical but I was on high alert at all times when it came to Ian! When he started switching shit up I just knew something wasn't right but every time I said something it was followed by a slap or punch! I did not want to be his punching bag anymore so I complied! Why tf would I do that shit?
One day I was exhausted from work and all I wanted to do was shower and go to bed! Ian had other plans! I got out the shower and went to lay down! Ian pulled me to the middle of the bed and handcuffed me then he placed the blindfold over my eyes! I was exhausted so I was like get this shit over with so I can go to bed! This time around the head and dick was much better! Like I was so clueless as to wtf was going on! I was so confused because Ian couldn't fuck or suck worth a damn!
Ian also refused to wear condoms probably because they didn't make extra extra extra smidget small! But whoever this was knew what he was doing and he had on a condom! Although it was good I was pissed! How tf can you pimp me out?
So I realized the cuffs we loose! I wiggled my hands out and snatched the blindfold off! It was one of his homeboys! I was so pissed! I flew up and pushed him off the bed! Ian ass was in the corner jacking off his raisin! He was so mad, I got loose and he couldn't bust his nut! He started choking me! I was almost choked out and he let his friends come in and do whatever they wanted to me!
I was so scared! I felt cheap like I meant nothing to him at all! For him to do that to me I just couldn't fathom the amount of pain I was in afterwards! He threw me a towel as they were leaving out and told me to clean myself up I looked a mess! Then he left with them to do god knows what!
I took a shower and just cried my eyes out! I was so confused! I didn't know why he thought it was okay to treat me like a cheap whore! "Zac I wanted to kill myself badly that day! My body count was only 2 Ian and the nigga I lost my virginity to! Ian ass made it 6 fast and it pissed me off! I wanted to throw up! He used me, abused me, and then left when he felt like it! I did take some pills that night! I wanted to numb the pain! I wanted to be at peace! He just wouldn't allow me to be! He breathed down my neck hard and never let up"!
Zac crying, "T I need you to tell me exactly how you felt seeing them after this encounter!"
Fatima, "I was embarrassed! I felt like I was the topic of all their discussions! Like they were laughing at me and mocking me! They still attempted to make sexual advances at me afterwards and Ian was pissed!"
Flashback
Ian, "FATIMA WHY TF THEM NIGGAS LOOKING AT YOU LIKE THAT?"
Fatima, "ASK YOURSELF MF YOU PIMPED ME OUT!"
Ian, "YOU BEEN FUCKING THEM NIGGAS YOU DIRTY BITCH!"
Fatima, "IAN I DIDN'T WANT TO FUCK THEM MFS THAT WAS ON YOU SO WEAR THAT SHIT ON YOUR CONSCIENCE DON'T PUT THAT BULLSHIT ON ME!"
I went to walk away but Ian grabbed me by the neck and he told me if he found out I fucked them niggas he was going to break my neck!
Zac, "So he caused you trauma and pretended not to know?"
Fatima, "Actually no! I found out that he was sniffing cocaine! That's something I never knew but considering his erotic behavior it makes sense!"
Zac, "Fatima if you seen the men who assaulted you under Ian's orders what would you say to them?"
Fatima, "You could've fought for me! You could've told Ian no! Y'all had meals at our tables! Stayed the night over our house! I cooked for y'all and always made sure y'all were straight! The one time I needed y'all to do the same for me y'all flaked! Y'all treated me like a whore on the street! Y'all used me for sex and didn't care how it would affect me! Y'all actions proved just how much of a BITCH Y'ALL WERE AND I HOPE Y'ALL MEET IAN IN THE DEEPEST PART OF HELL!"
Fatima started crying hysterically! This has always been a sensitive topic for her! She was humiliated and didn't want anyone to know what actually happened to her! But Zac wasn't judging her! He was listening to help her!
Zac, "How did that feel?"
Fatima, "Real Good actually! I needed to say it!"
Zac, "Now close your eyes and breathe with me!"
Fatima followed Zac's orders!
Zac, "Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale! Now open your eyes cause you're free from that bondage!"
Fatima started crying! Zac hugged her and she really did feel so much better about that situation! She knew it happened to her but it no longer held her in captivity! Zac handed Fatima her certificate and held her tighter!
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