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The Unforeseen Gem

You're more than a person to me. You're a rare gem for me.

I'll be honest here, I'm the very opposite of you. I was an unhealthy girl— I was an alcoholic, I was a player, and I was a party girl. 'Was' because I changed myself because of you and I thought it would be the best, but to realise, slowly, my world revolves on you, like you're the world to me.

I admit, it was you, the reason I forced myself to let go of my bad habits, I stopped drinking or going clubbing, I stopped being a player. I start being alive for once. I started being healthy. And I start thinking this will make me feel like I'm close to you but to know, it wasn't.

It was me vs me over all this time, I'm the reason why I'm hurting. I'm the reason why I can't believe in love anymore.

But thank you for being a part of my journey, thank you for making me realise that myself is more than a person to me, that myself is the rarest gem I have.

— gayi-i

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