"Won't you invite me in, Angel?"
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How could you look the same?
Even when the tide has turned,
The hourglass has ran out of sand.
How could you look me in the eye,
Like we've only just met yesterday?
I feel like I've walked ten thousand miles,
Only to come around in circle and find you...
Again.
As if you're that sand that ran out,
Walked out on me.
Only to become the dessert I'm stuck in,
And offer me solace, even if, it's just a,
Mirage.
Mirage(noun)
DELUSION, ILLUSION, HALLUCINATION, something that is believed to be true or real but that is actually false or unreal.
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"No, I don't have to. It's your house, you can come in and walk out whenever you please Yeonjun." I say, my voice barely above a whisper. How could I speak formally or gently with him when he was my Yeonjun yet, not mine at all. When I knew he most probably, still loved me... Perhaps. But... He most definitely hated me too.
Yeonjun clicked his tongue and sighed. "I suppose that is correct. I know every nook and cranny of this place. I do..." He grinned. It wasn't his usual smile though... It looked the same, and it was the same, but... A hint of Yang's lop sided smile showed and it made me nervous, excited, angry and apologetic at the same time.
Yeonjun looked around the place as if trying to remember all parts of it. His gaze fell on Beomgyu, Taehyun and Kai and he smiled warmly for what felt like a first genuine smile. A whole smile, that didn't quite happen when he was in front of me, but it made my heart flutter to see it. He looked happy and I couldn't have asked for anything more.
"Friends! Always together." He chuckled and walked briskly at them, hugging them close in a group hug. "I have so many pleasant and adventurous memories. The fact that all of you agreed to be human with me... For just a half of me. And I forgive you for forgetting my Yang. It's alright... That's part of being human, but thank you really for coming down here with just my Yin. He probably needed all of you more than my Yang did. But I'm whole now, and I know how much you guys have always supported me, so thank you." He said exhilarated.
"Um... That's... Not like Yeonjun to say, he usually tries to grab my hair and yank me to a wall." Beomgyu said as he pursed his lips.
"I know..." Kai gasped. "Oh no! Experiment failed! Real Yeonjun lost!"
"Hey- Oi!" Yeonjun exclaimed but when neither responded, he held both their ears and pulled it making them wince in pain "Ow! Owww! Easy Yeonjun!!" They screamed making Yeonjun huff and pull at their ears more. "You clearly weren't paying attention! Just because I was nice for a second, doesn't mean I have changed you brats!" He scoffed.
"Wow, I'm so confused." Mumbled Taehyun as Yeonjun turned to him and chuckled. "I don't blame all of you. And it's alright. I am not alone anymore and I'm back with my friends! I mean I always was, but the part of me that felt missing... The part that felt so angry... It still does... I can feel a simmering rage in me. But it's nothing compared to the happiness I feel right now."
"So the 75% theory worked!" Exclaimed Beomgyu and looked over at me with a hopeful smile. "Hyun Ae, he doesn't hate you!" He exclaimed, making me smile and shift uncomfortably in my position.
"Hate?" Yeonjun repeated as he turned around to look at me again. "Perhaps not... But, I can't love you anymore Hyun Ae." He said quitely, carefully choosing his words but all I could feel were strong, sharp jabs in my chest. How could he just say he didn't love me anymore?
"W-What?" I blurt out, my eyes widening as I take a step towards him but he only holds up his hand. "No." He says firmly. "You made me lose myself for you." He said bitterly, and his eyes looked so dark, so devoid of any love I had previously seen in them for me. It was like... He gave me up to find himself.
"You're hurt Yeonjun. But you love her. You know you do." Jimin finally voiced, stepping in, making him turn a sharp gaze at him and smirk. "Ah! Jimin hyung! How very nice to see you. And I see, you're still going on with your unsolicited opinion." He snorted making all of us frown.
"And I see becoming whole has made your mouth and temper, rather really foul." Jimin scoffed back.
"He's right Yeonjun. You know how it works." Sana said and held Jimin's hand, giving him a gentle smile. "You already know how it plays out, then why resist your love for the one soul you actually have fallen for? Is it necessary to punish her and yourself till you break her and in the process yourself as well? Would it be worth it?" She says trying to reason with him but to everyone's surprise, he laughs. There was pin drop silence, and all he did was laugh. So hard, as if Sana had told him the funniest joke of nine planets combined.
"Sana-ssi," he hissed. "Keep your love tips to yourself. I've heard it enough you know, I'm not the sweet, gentle as lamb Yeonjun anymore." He said rolling his eyes. "Bold of you to think I would suffer the same fate as you and Jimin, having an inevitable love for her." He said pointing at me as if I were the most insignificant pest he had laid his eyes on.
"You don't know what you're talking about." Soobin frowned, finally speaking up, having been quite for so long and Yeonjun replied, with yet another sigh. "I at least, know that you are the one to thank for letting me find myself. So thank you. Now I would prefer, you don't give me advice. I'm the most important part of Universe itself, none of you, have the power to advocate for me or against me. So shut up." He said firmly, like he was spitting poison because it surely stung.
"And Hyun Ae," he turned with a sly smile and walked over to me, gently curling a finger under my chin and looking at me with those tantalizingly dark eyes, that narrowed, ever so slightly and chuckled sweetly. Sickly sweet. "You are nothing but a lowly angel. We were never bound by any red string of fate like your love advisers had the misfortune of." He said pointing accusingly at Sana and Jimin making them frown deeply and flush in embarrassment at how vile Yeonjun's words had gotten.
Vile and spiteful.
"So I'm going to ruin you. And watch you writhe in pain all because you have chose the misfortune of loving me."
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