Torpe & Manhid, Collide by KimEanSukJ.♥ (HIATUS)

Chapter 37 Rain

Chapter 37

 Alvenn's POV

"Sometimes I wanna know why? 

One day I'm gonna realize.."  

Nakapikit ako habang nakaupo sa airplane seat ko. 

 "I think of you. In this freezing rain. 

It chills my heart. I've felt this lost before. 

I've tried my best, From the time we met. 

If I could start again, I'd make the same mistakes."

Almost five years na mula ng umalis ako. Music has been my companion. I became a music lover. Lot of things have changed. 

"When I close my eyes,
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything

Would it still end?"

Nagmulat ako ng mata at tinanaw ang ulap na siyang nadaraanan ng eroplano.

"I let you slide away

This time it's too late

The rain has stopped
But the streets are wet
The sky turns gray

It's the same everyday."

Hinawakan ko ang binta at pilit inaabot ang mga pagpatak ng ulan. Marami na nga ang nagbago. Maraming taon na ang lumipas pero ang mga ala-ala ay nananatiling nakabaon sa isip at puso ko. 

"Your philosophy
Is the opposite of me
But in the end
All I want is to understand

When I close my eyes
I feel you close to me
If I could rewrite everything
Would it still end?

Sometimes I wanna know why
I let you slide away
One day I'm gonna realize
This time it's too late"

Sa kabila ng panahon na lumipas hindi ko pa rin mabura ang ala-ala iyong sa ilalim ng ulan..

"If I change my view

The way I look at you
If I could rewrite everything
How would it end?

Somewhere I know that there's sun
But our clouds, they block the way
I swear, I'm gonna find out
Before it's too late

I think of you
In this freezing rain
It chills my heart
I've felt this lost before

I've tried my best
From the time we met
If I could start again
I'd make the same mistakes."

 Sa twing naririnig ko ang kantang 'to bumibigat ang pakiramdam ko. May parte sa pagkatao ko na nagluluksa, longing for her. 

 "Vin," untag niya sakin habang magkatabi kami sa unahan ng jeep. 

"Ayos ka lang ba? Wag mo ng pansinin yung mga sinabi sayo ni Sir kanina. Bitter lang iyon." pampalubag pa niya sa loob ko.

 Tiningnan ko siya. "Seryoso ka? Ayoko siyang isipin at pansinin kaya lang ang sakit eh, totoo naman ang sermon niya. Hindi pambasketball player ang height ko at aura ko kaya dapat hindi ako nagmamataas. Wala akong maipagmamayabang sa kanya. Professor siya at hamak na estudyante niya lang ako. But I swear, I am not the one who mimic him." Napagalitan kasi ako ng Biology Professor namin kanina. Bisaya kasi si Sir, kaya naman matigas at malambot ang mga salita niya. He was explaining something about the different types of skin diseases when he mentioned the word buni. Since bisaya nga siya at may punto, he pronounced it as bo-ne.