Another Chance

Secrets

Janet POV

He continued kissing and sucking on my neck. He had me feeling too good. I missed being with him and held him so close to me. He was still in me at this point. He pulled back moving my legs down looking at me. It took my breath away with how he gazed at me. He gazed at me like I was the only woman in the world for him. So much love radiated in his eyes.

"Darius I want to apologize."

"For what baby?" He softly caressed my face and neck.

"For lying to you. Not being up front with you. Not being honest. For keeping secrets. Just...I should be apologizing for everything at this point. I should've told you what was going on. I feel so bad for not telling you anything."

"Look I'm so sorry too for being an ass and not letting you explain everything that happened. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I was just...I was upset." He pecked my lips several times. 

I couldn't believe he was actually apologizing when it was my fault. I knew I had made the situation worse with my decisions. "You're not the one that should be apologizing baby. I'm sorry Darius. I should have told you. I was scared."

"Why baby? Why?"

"I was scared of your reaction. I didn't want you to think that I was cheating on you. That's not what I'm about or what I do. I would never have done that or do that to you. Mauldin really had been contacting me more than he usually does. He was saying that he wanted us to get back together and some other stuff. I never lied to you about that."

"You should've told me sooner. We aren't supposed to keep things from each other. What did you say?"

"I told him that I was in a relationship babe with someone that I love. He knew this from when we had dinner. He just wouldn't take no for an answer. But I promise you I didn't start any of this baby. I didn't have sex with him. I don't love him. I love you. I love you so much. And only you. This baby is yours."

"I believe you Jan. I know it's my son."

"You do?"

"Yeah sweetie." He had me crying for real now. I could feel the weight of the situation lift off of my shoulders and relief flood my body knowing he believed me.

"Hey don't cry girl." he wiped the tears from my face. Kissing my cheeks. He then started to move slightly in me making me melt into him.

"I'm sorry I really thought we were over and you were done with me. You told me we were done...I thought you wanted a divorce ." I choked out the last part believing he didn't want it to be us anymore.

"Naw babe. It's gonna take a lot more than that. You got me for life."

"I do?" He bent down kissing me slowly moving deeper in me as I wrapped my hands around his head. His kiss told me everything I needed to know. He would do anything and everything for us.

"Yeah baby. We made a promise to each other. We made those vows to each other. We've already been through too much to throw it away now. I'm really sorry for being an ass. We'll get through this together. We have to. Please don't cry anymore. I know you have been."

"I can't help it. I thought we were over. It was all my fault. I was just trying to hold onto a friendship with him because of our history. Nothing more. I promise you that's all it was. I didn't think he'd get this crazy babe. He was saying that he wanted it to be a family with the daughter that he had when he cheated on me. It was a mess. I swear I would never do that to you."

"I understand. I love you so much Janet. I'm not going anywhere." He lifted my leg up against his side moving it around his back making me gasp against him as he went deeper. A sensation of warmth spread throughout my body.