lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine hart
7:05 am

as i woke up for school, i first went downstairs because part of me hoped that my mom would be down there cooking breakfast like she used to but as usual she wasn't.

ever since she got with this guy it's like she basically lives with him and doesn't have time for me so she only comes home when they get in an argument.

as i got dressed i kept thinking about how today could go at school i didn't talk to many people mostly because i didn't want to i sometimes liked being alone but i just didn't like feeling alone.

as i was walking to school i decided to smoke before since it was going to be a little while before i got there and even though i had a car i liked walking to school cause it was sort of calming.

once i started to approach the school i quickly put out the blunt. once i walked inside the school doors genesis by grimes started playing and i instantly turned it up and just observed everyone while being high.

finally it was lunch time and i noticed a boy that looks familiar but i don't think Ive seen him at school before and he had outgrown blonde hair with baggy jeans and a black shirt with some black shoes.

and if i was being honest he looked kinda cute but he looked chill then he noticed i was staring so i quickly looked away in embarrassment.

he was with a whole bunch of guys but he wasn't talking to them and there was only one girl over there which im assuming was one of their girl friends.

as im scrolling on instagram i hear some girl yelling "baee where have u been" some girl said running over to the blonde boy i was looking at earlier then they started to kiss and i just looked away in disgust.

the rest of the day went by normally but i kept seeing that boy around a few times.

when i got home i noticed the house was still quiet which indicated that my mom was still not home.

so i decided to watch a movie and eat pizza.

not to long after i fell asleep but once i woke up i checked a story i had posted earlier to see who all viewed it and once i got to the bottom i noticed an unfamiliar username "@nettspend_" so i decided to ignore it cause it was probably just some random.