lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
5:30 pm

Crystal had invited me to some party with her and her friends so i said yea because i haven't been to a party in so long so as i was getting ready i was listening to music.

after i was done i still had spare time because they weren't picking me up until 7 and right now it was 6:30 so in the meantime i decided to scroll on instagram and as i was doing that i came across a video and it said "rapper nettspend caught at the club with some girl dancing on him" and the next slide showed the video that someone recorded.

i don't know what's going on with him but im just gonna keep my distance and i guess i can't be mad since we're not together but i just felt like he was hiding something.

finally crystal texted me that she was outside so i got all of my stuff and locked the door. as i got into the car it was a lot of unfamiliar people which i didn't like but crystal introduced them to me and as we were driving we hotboxed the car.

once we got there we had to park down the street from the house due to all the cars so we got out and started walking towards the party. once we finally got there we went inside and the music was loud and there were a whole bunch of people and everyone had left to do their own thing so i went to go get something to drink.

once the weed and alcohol started taking over i felt like i was apart of the music but then i started feeling like i was about to green out as i was smoking another blunt so i tried to find a restroom but i couldn't find it but once i opened this door i thought was the restroom it wasn't instead it was a bedroom and the person on the bed immediately looked up at me and that person was gunner.

"oh shi u good" he asked "no where's the bathroom" i said trying not to throw up "it's to left" he said then i went where he told me and i shut the door and locked it then i just stood in front of the sink trying to make the room stop spinning.

after throwing up i left the restroom to find gunner standing there which made me roll my eyes "let me take you home" he said "no im fine" i said slightly slurring my words and trying to push past him but he started carrying me over his shoulder and i was too tired to fight back.

once we got to the car he gave me some water so i can sober up but i didn't want to talk to him cause i feel like he got what he wanted and just left or he was just using me or something.

"why u so quiet" he said just as we were about to get to my house but i just shrugged and said nothing else and he did the same. "thanks for the ride" i said as i closed the door and he didn't pull off until i got inside. i texted crystal that i went home so she wouldn't look for me.

after tonight i think im done with party's because this was just not it and now i feel so drained and just disgusting so i think im gonna go shower and then go to bed.