lonely|nettspend

028

Yasmine Hart
5:08pm

i spent all day looking for apartments but i finally found one in manhattan and it was really nice and nothing too crazy and i've already started packing my things since i had 2 more days left.

i haven't told gunner yet nor have i messaged my mom about it but i think im gonna wait until i get to new york to tell my mom cause i know she'll try to stop me.

im gonna tell gunner tomorrow since he said he had something very special planned but he wouldn't tell me. we also haven't spoken much today.

as i finished packing my vanity and makeup i went to go make some noodles but most of my room was packed up just not my bed but i was gonna wait to do that.

after my noodles were ready gunner texted me and told me to wear something nice but casual for our date tomorrow which might be our last since im moving to new york.

i was excited to move but at the same time sad since I've lived here my whole life but i know i'll like it better there since i'll finally be free and away from my mom.

as i ate my noodles i kept thinking about moving and how it'll be like.

after eating my noodles i decided to facetime gunner just cause i miss and because all of this might come to an end soon because i know and he knows we can't do long distance even if we tried it wouldn't work out.

after me and gunner talked for a while i decided to write down my feelings just because i couldn't talk about it to anybody.

SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER NEXT ONE WILL BE LONGER!!