lonely|nettspend

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Gunner Shepardson
11:20am

i planned to pick up yasmine at 1pm but i was nervous about this whole day because i knew it wouldn't go good when i tell her.

as i was thinking about life i realized i fucked up something good because i really like yasmine and i can tell the love she got for me was real because she stayed with me even after i did her wrong.

she didn't deserve me she deserves someone better who won't fuck other bitches.

i quickly snapped out of my thoughts from my phone ringing it was my manager but i js let it ring cause i was mad at him anyway.

i didn't even want to do this music shit anymore like it's been my dream for so long but now that i "made it" it just doesn't seem like what i thought it would be.

"we're still meeting at 1 right?" yasmine texted and i texted her back.

as i got ready i made sure i had everything including the ring.

as i drove to yasmine's house i still had this bad feeling. but what if we tried to do long distance

nah it would never work out because i would end up cheating and i don't want to hurt her anymore.

as i pulled up to the front of her house i texted her that i was outside and she came out in like 5 seconds.

"you look pretty today" i said looking her up and down "thank you" she said in a sweet tone smiling. i could tell something was off about her too today she seemed to be trying to hide it though but i could still tell.

"so where are we going since you wouldn't tell me" she asked me "you'll see" i said putting the car in drive.

as we made it to the arcade parking lot i put it the car in park and before we get out i wanted to give her the stuff.

"yasmine i know we haven't known each other for a while and i know ive fucked up alot in the past but will you promise to never forget me and the memories that we shared and promise me that no matter what we will always have love for each other" i said pulling out the ring and looking at her while she was in shock .

"yes ofc" she said with glossy eyes so i put it on her finger smiling while we just sat there and hugged each other for a minute this really was gonna be hard day for me.

"ok so you wanna go in now" i asked "yea" she said as she took my hand and we walked in together.

after we payed we decided to do go karts.

as we waited in line smelling the gas that came from the go karts we both started laughing and talking about random stuff.

finally it was our turn and we both got in separate cars and then eventually we started driving along the track.

after we're done i realized how much fun that was to the point i wasn't even that sad anymore so we decided to go inside and play more games.

once we got inside we started looking around for games to play and we saw they had basketball so we decided to go against each other.

i let her win so she was kinda rubbing it in my face "ahh i won and you losttt" she said pointing in my face while i just laughed.

i wish this moment could last forever.

after basketball we decided to go play more games so we walked around and found some zombie 2 player shooting game so we decided to play that.

"broo get the zombie" yasmine yelled at me "i am there's a lot" i said as i got attacked by 5 zombies and eventually i end up dying"omg gunner is told you to shoot themm" she said as now she was the only playing.