lonely|nettspend

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Gunner Shepardson
8:07am

i was still in atlanta doing shows and photoshoots and honestly i loved it more than virginia it was so much stuff to do here and good food and i could make more money down here.

but then i started to think about yasmine i felt bad for ghosting her but she was probably mad at me since she's seen the video and i've hurt her enough and she's been through alot so she's probably better off without me.

as i was sitting in my hotel bed thinking about yasmine there was a knock so i got up to see who it was and it was my manager so i opened the door "ok so today you have another show at 8pm and a photo shoot at 10am and after party at 10pm so go get ready" he said as soon as i opened the door so i went to go find some clothes.

i finally found some clothes to wear so i went to go change but the shirt i was wearing today was the shirt that i let yasmine wear one time and then i started to think back to the first time we fucked.

"i don't want you doing this with no one else" i said "ok but you have to do the same" she said "of course" i said

                      (flash back over)

i couldn't take it anymore the guilt was really getting to me so as i finished getting dressed i decided to roll up.

"come on we have to go" my manager yelled so i quickly put the blunt out and came out of the bathroom "of course your high" my manager said rolling his eyes.

once we got there they told me to change into a yellow shirt and some black pants so i did and i just posed the way they wanted me to.

when i went back to the dressing room i decided to try texting yasmine but my message was green which meant  i was still blocked but i deserved it so i couldn't argue.

after we left we decided to go get lunch before going to rehearsals.

after lunch we went to rehearsals and i saw xavier (xaviersobased) and amari there so i dapped them up and went to work on my songs.

after i was done working it was 5pm so i went back to the hotel to get ready for the show but my mind drifted to yasmine again everything was reminding me of her even earlier today when i smelt a vanilla scent i thought of her and this time i really messed up.

i decided to make things right when i get back to virginia and for good this time.