lonely|nettspend

009

Gunner Shepardson
3:09 pm

as i was at my hotel room in illinois i thought about yasmine and i wondered what she was doing so i decided to text her but just as i was about to text her morgan grabbed my phone and tossed it on the bed next to us and forced herself on top of me. she was honestly so annoying and i don't get why my management even invited her when i don't even want her here.

"stop i gotta go to some meeting soon" i said pushing her off before leaving the hotel room and it was some meeting about features and stuff.

after the meeting i decided to hit up amari (osamason) since he was still in town "wtw?" i said to him as i was in the uber back to the hotel then he responded "shi ima go to some club tonight u tryna go?" he said and i responded with "yea send me the @" cause i honestly needed to take my mind off of things with all these concerts and other life problems i was kinda stressed out.

once i got back to the hotel i saw that morgan was gone which was good so i went to go shower and get ready for tonight.

once i got out the shower i heard i knock and i thought it was morgan so i rolled my eyes but was quickly met to amari "wassup" he said dapping me up "wassup" i said back then i went back to the bathroom to fix my hair "bro lowkey im still hungover from last night" he said referring to the after party we had after the concert "damn" i said laughing "bro this girl tryna slide through tonight and she gon bring her homegirls" he said "alright" i said shrugging.

before leaving i decided to do a little pre game just cause so i made some lean cause i haven't had any in a while and as me and osama were waiting on the uber i decided to smoke a lil bit.

once the uber got there we went downstairs and the club was like 10 minutes away since we were already downtown and once we got there it was packed but we got to skip the line since osama knew people here or whatever but tonight i decided i was gonna get fucked up because i didn't care about shi no more and yasmine probably don't even fuck wit me no more so what do i got to lose.

after of being here for an hour i had lost amari and i was high and drunk asf to the point everything felt slow and some girl came up to me and started dancing on me and i just let her cause i was to drunk to say anything.

the next morning i woke up with a headache and i don't even remember getting back last night but i guess i did and i honestly felt sick but i looked to my left and there was some random girl next to me and im guessing we did it cause her clothes were on the floor and i had no shirt on.

after i woke her up i then told her she has to go and she asked for number so i gave her a fake one cause i didn't even want her but i didn't want to be mean and say no and plus i'll probably never see her again as i was cleaning up and getting ready to go i heard a knock and it was my manager "net what did you do" he said sounding mad "what are you talking about" i said confused "this" he said showing me his phone and on it was that same girl i woke up next to twerking on me at the club "so" i said confused "so you're supposed to be with morgan what happened" he said sitting down "im just not that into her" i said shrugging and i dont know why it's such a big deal because we weren't even dating.

after my manager was finally done arguing with me we called an uber and headed to the airport and we were going back to virginia but i had a ton of photo shoots and songs and music videos coming up so i still wouldn't have time to see yasmine.