lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
8:56 pm

as i clocked in for work the manager approached me and said that he needed to speak to me in his office "so we've been hearing that your smoking so tomorrow we're drug testing you and if we find drugs in your system your fired and depending how much you can get charged do you understand" he asked and i was in shock "yes sir" i said trying to keep my cool then i left and went to my station.

as i was working i was so stressed because how did he even know and who told him and i thought about everyone on the team and it could only be crystal or alex and so i automatically assumed it was him because he's mad but how am i gonna pass it and if they find out it was ecstasy then i will definitely get charged.

on my break i told gunner to met me at this gas station not to far from the walmart and he did.

i saw his car pull up and he got out and sat in the passenger seat of my car "what happened" he said seeing worry on my face "someone told the manager that i've been smoking so now tomorrow i have to do a drug test and i could get arrested" i said on the verge of tears "ok calm down i know what can get it show up negative i'll get it for you and bring it to you once you get off" he said calmly and u just nodded.

i don't understand how calm he always was about things but i decided to head back to work since my break was almost up.

right as i clocked in i saw alex and started laughing at me which made me confused because what was so funny then crystal came up to me "girl alex been sayin that you let him hit and people believe it because sergio who works in the electronics is also saying it" she said "who tf is sergio" i said confused and she just shrugged.

right now i was overwhelmed i was thinking about just quitting cause this job is so draining and stressful but first i wanted to talk to alex.

so i went to the back to where he was sitting at. "we need to talk" i said as i approached him "oh so now you wanna talk" he said "yea cause why tf do you keep bothering me just leave me alone" i said angrily "don't you understand i did this so would talk to me i really like you" he said walking towards me as i backed up "nah fuck you and fuck this job" i said then i stormed into the managers office and threw my vest on the floor "i quit and learn how to control your fucking employees" i said i slammed the door and everyone just stood there watching including the customers.

well i was now unemployed but i had to leave that place it was too much so i called an uber to take me home since my car was in the shop.

as i got home i made sure to thank the lady and i went inside i just sat on the couch and just had a mental breakdown because i can't do this shit anymore and now i gotta look for a new job unless i wanna be without food.

i was so stressed out right now and i didn't know what to do and i know it sounds crazy but i kinda wanna do ecstasy again but i don't know if gunner would want to.

maybe i should just take a shower and go to sleep cause now im just talkin crazy.