lonely|nettspend

003

Yasmine Hart
8:05 pm

as i approached him i tried to push away all of the anxiety i had. "u can come in" he said letting me come in then he said i could sit on the couch so i did and he went somewhere so i just sat there and observed the place.

he then came back with a rolling tray and a little bag "u fw percs" he said taking a seat next to me and i quickly shook my head no "what about lean" he asked and again i shook my head no "damn so just lame for real" he said beginning to roll up "no i just don't fw that shi" i said shrugging my shoulders.

it seemed like he wanted me to do those things and i'm stupid but not that stupid.

after a while he finished rolling and sparked it as we pass the blunt back and forth there's low music playing "so tell me about yourself" he said breaking the silence "what do you want to know" i asked "why don't you ever talk to anybody" he said taking a hit "i don't know i just choose not to and plus less drama you know" i said shrugging while taking another hit "yea same" he said looking down.

as me and gunner are talking his phone keeps buzzing nonstop and i can't help but wonder who it is then his phone rings and "morgan" is across his screen "hold on" he said getting up and going into the kitchen.

he lied he said he didn't have a girlfriend. i was listening into the conversation and it sounded like he was mad "morgan i told you to stop calling me im busy right now" he said and it sounded like he was mad then shortly after he came back.

"my bad" he said sitting down next to me "u good but i thought u didn't have a girlfriend" i said confused "i don't she's just some girl im messing with" he said but i didn't really care cause it's not like we were anything. "why did you want me to come over" i said out of curiosity.

"i don't know u seemed cool and plus i don't got much friends" he said with low red eyes "what about those guys your always with" i said looking to face him "they're not my friends i just hang with them so i don't look lonely" he said.

then it became silent between us. "u wanna smoke another one" he said picking back up the rolling tray. "yea sure" i said tiredly since the weed was taking over my body but i tried to not fall asleep.

after that second blunt i fell asleep and it was now morning and i was sleep on the couch but i didn't know where gunner was. i looked for my phone and saw my phone had 20 missed calls from my mom "shit" i said quickly getting up from the couch.

"what happened, are you good" he said in a concerned tone "yea but i gotta go" i said heading to the front door "oh ok well text me" he called out as i left. once i got in the car i quickly called my mom back and it rung a few times before she answered "hello" i said before i was quickly met to her yelling.

"where tf are you, yasmine i'm not playin with you,  you better get yo ass home now" she said in a stern tone and before i could say anything she hung up. i don't know why she does this and act like she cares but it's whatever i guess.

as i pulled into the driveway i saw her car next to mines and i knew once i open the front door it's just gonna be trouble. as i approached the front door i took a deep breath and then i opened the door and saw my mom sitting in the dinning room "so where were you last night" she said as i closed the door.

"im almost 18 so why does it matter" i said "oh so now you wanna talk back and it matters because you're my daughter" she said "doesn't seem like it" i said under my breath "excuse me" she said "i said it doesn't seem like it because your always to busy with your fucking boyfriend to even notice that i'm still here" i said slightly raising my voice.

"go to your room" she said lowly and it's because she knew i was right but i didn't stress about it too much because she'll probably be gone in an hour like usual. as i was about to take a shower i decided to text gunner first "im fine it's just my mom was trippin" i said then shortly after he replied with "i feel you" and after that i decided to like  the message and take a shower.

last night i learned that gunner did music and he told me to look it up when i got home so that's what i did and i liked it because it was different but a good different and his music matched his personality.

after i got out the shower i went down stairs and my mom was gone which wasn't really surprising just sad because she gave up that easily and she didn't even try.

yall lemme know how yall like it so farr
next chapter out soon and im gonna try to stay consistent.