lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
2:00pm

today i started to apply to some jobs cause i still needed money and lately gunner has been looking more sad and he won't tell me why so i just decided to leave him alone.

as i was searching for jobs crystal texted me "hey you down to hang?" she said and i decided to say yes because i haven't seen her since the day i quit and i had a lot to tell her and she texted me to come to her house so i agreed and i had an hour to get ready so i decided to start now since she was far from gunner's house.

as i got ready i decided to play some music.

once i was ready i told gunner that i was leaving and then i got in my car and put on the gps.

i finally got there and i went upstairs to the apartment number that she texted me "hey girl" i said as she opened the door "heyy" she said but something seemed off she seemed nervous or something so i was confused. she let me in and i walked to the couch and saw alex sitting there and i turned to look at crystal and she was blocking the door "just hear him out" she said moving "wtf is this" i said yelling.

"yasmine im sorry" alex said getting up "stay tf back" i said backing away but he just kept coming closer and closer so i sprayed him with pepper spray "wtf" he yelled and crystal eventually moved to go help him and i ran out the door and ran back to my car and at this point i was crying and my the tears were making my vision blurry so it was hard to see.

once i got back to gunner's house i opened the door "how was it" he asked and i just ignored him and went straight to the bathroom " yas what's wrong" he asked and i just started crying harder and then that's when he unlocked the door and saw me on the floor crying and i didn't want him seeing me like this but i didn't want to go back to my house just in case my mom was still there.

"who did this to you" he asked sounding concerned "was it your mom" he asked since i didn't respond and i still didn't respond so we just sat there in silence and then that's when i thought about ways i can just make it all end i didn't even know why alex was doing this to me and gunner looked really sad i just wish things could go back to normal.

sorry for being gone for so longgg!