lonely|nettspend

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Gunner Shepherdson
2:00 pm

as i got ready to go to yasmine's house i made sure i smelt really good but honestly ever since illinois ive been ghosting morgan and my manager really doesn't like that but i don't care because it's my life not his.

once i got in my car i texted yasmine to let her know i was on my way over.

as soon as i pulled up i became a little nervous just because me and her haven't talked in a while and i really didn't want to fuck this up because i really liked her.

"hey" she said as the door opened "hey" i said back before coming in and we went upstairs to her room which was dark and lit with blue led lights "so what's up with you and those girls" she said tilting her head in confusion "ok so i don't even like morgan my management wants me to date her but she don't know it's a publicity stunt and i cant tell her" i explained "ok so what about the girl in the video" she questioned "she was some random girl i met in illinois and i was really high and drunk so i didn't have energy to tell her to stop" i said.

then it became silent until i decided to break the silence "soo" i questioned "ok fine i guess i can forgive you" she said which made me so happy to hear and i trying to fight back the smile "im not gonna lie i actually missed you" she said looking down which made the smile i was trying to hide appear.

then she looked up i couldn't even lie she looked so good right now and then i decided to lean in to kiss her but she kinda hesitated "im not gonna hurt you" i reassured her and then she kissed me and we passionately made out for 5 minutes until we heard the front door close "yasmine?!" i heard a lady yell then yasmine pulled away "shit hide in the closet"she said frantically so i went to go hide in her closet while being shirtless.

"hey i came to check on you" i heard a lady say and then they started having small talk before she left her room then i came out "oh my gosh that was close" she said "yea but let's continue" i said going back to kiss her and she pushed me down making me lay on my back and kissed all the way until she got to my pants and she just looked up at me seductively "u sure" i asked and she said yes.

once me and her were both finished we laid down together and she just laid on my chest "i go to europe next week for rolling loud" i said breaking the silence and she looked up at me sadly "but i promise once i get back we can hang out almost every day" i said trying to cheer her up and she just smiled and then kissed me "i don't want you doing this with no one else" i said "ok but you have to do the same" she said "of course" i said and i honestly didn't want to share her, i just wanted her all to myself.

as me and yas were watching a movie i got a call from my manager and he wanted me to go to the studio and i didnt want to leave yasmine so invited her to go with me so we were both in the car talking and laughing the whole way there.

as soon as me and yasmine walk in my manager starts bitching about it "who's this" he asked angrily " this is yasmine" i said as i walked in and i led yasmine to the couch "but your supposed to be with morgan" he yelled "bro i don't fucking like her" i said angrily.

after me and my manager finally stopped trying to argue we started to record.

after 4 hours of recording i took yasmine out to eat because i felt bad about everything and i wanted to make it up to her cause i really liked her like i don't know it's just something about her and i can't believe we actually did it today i couldn't even lie though it was probably the best i ever had.

but then i started to think about what happened to her last night and i know she probably don't want to talk about it but i had an idea "ay what was that dudes name who did that to you last night" i said and she looked sad once i mentioned it and it made me feel bad "alex he works with me" she said lowly "when does he work" i asked "gunner can we just not talk about it" she said "just tell me and i'll stop asking" i said calmly and she just sighed "he works from 8-9 on mondays,tuesday and wednesdays and sometimes friday why do you want to know " she said "don't worry about it" i said before taking a sip of my drink.