lonely|nettspend

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OK HOLD ON CAUSE HAVE YALL SEEN THE MESSAGES WITH NETTSPEND AND RHONDA?? LIKE NOOO NOT MY MAN I CANT DEFEND HIM ANYMORE 😭💔

Yasmine Hart
10:30am

as i sat with my computer i applied for the modeling thing i got asked about at the mall but i just didn't know how to tell gunner but i had to tell him eventually.

gunner had spent all morning on the phone just yelling "no your not listening to me i don't want to do that" he said yelling and it went on for hours and hours.

finally he got off the phone so i tried to ask him about it but he just ignored me and went into the room and closed the door so i just decided to leave him alone .

after a while he finally came out of the room and i was about to ask him what was wrong but he just came up to me and hugged me and just started crying so i hugged him back and rubbed his back as he was crying.

after a while he calmed down and we were now on my living room couch "is it ok if i go home today, i have some things to do" he said "yea that's fine but are you gonna be ok" i said in a worried tone "yea" he nodded but it was unconvincing "ok but you still never told me why you were crying" i said tilting my head "don't worry about it im fine" he said smiling "ok" i said before he kissed me.

i was worried about him and i knew something wasnt right but he wasn't telling me and i couldn't force him to.

after an hour gunner decided to go home so i was there by myself. as i was scrolling on tiktok i decided to check my email so i grabbed my macbook and went to the app.

as i opened it i immediately got happy because the modeling agency finally got back to me but once i read it, it said that i would have to move to new york in 3 days but they will cover all of the expenses.

but i still haven't told gunner and now i only have 3 days to tell him..

toxic is now out!! (osamason)