lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
3:00pm

i decided to take some time off after all that's been happening and i was just glad that gunner finally came back today and he said that we could hang out later at his place which made me excited but for the time being i decided to take a nap cause i had alot on my mind.

once i woke up it was 6:20 so i decided to get ready and as i was getting ready gunner facetimed me "heyyy" he said as it connected "heyyy" i said back "what u doin" he said "getting ready to come see you" i said stating the obvious the he started taking a million facetime photos "stoppp" i said "but you look so pretty" he said making me smile as i was trying to hide it "i got a surprise for you that's gonna make your stress go away" he said "um ok" i said nervously.

after that we stayed on the phone until it was time for me to head to his place so i took an uber even though he offered to pick me up but i declined because i didn't want him to waste his gas on me.

once i got there he immediately came outside. "heyy" i said before he hugged me "i missed you" he said then i started smiling and said "i missed you too" then we went inside and i told him everything that happened last night "bro i thought we told him to stay away from you" he said angrily but i didn't want him to do anything else bad that could go back to him over me "just don't do anything bad your finally starting to get more popular" i said then he looked at me "your right" he said and just sat in silence.

but then i remembered what he said on the phone "what's the surprise" i asked "oh yea i almost forgot come on" he said and i followed him to his bedroom which was filled with posters "u ever did ecstasy before" he asked "no?" i said with furrowed eyebrows "me neither so u wanna try it together" he said pulling out a mini sandwich bag with two blue pills.

i thought about saying no because old me before i met him would never ever do this but me now at this point i don't care what happens to me. "ok" i said shrugging "damn i thought u was gonna say no" he said opening the sandwich bag and putting a pill on my hand and then we both took it and i was scared for what was gonna happen.

5 minutes later we were sitting in his bed and i could feel and hear my heartbeat and it lowkey sounded like music so i started dancing "why tf are u dancing" gunner said laughing "my heart beat sounds like music" i said and we both just started laughing uncontrollably and o couldn't explain how i felt but if i could in one word it would be euphoria.

i felt so energetic like i could just run a mile and i had never felt so good in my life. me and gunner just sat there and stared at each other before he pulled me in and we started making out and then he pulled me on top of him and took my shirt off and started making hickeys on my neck and chest then he said "you know your mine right" and i just nodded not wanting to let the moan i was holding out.

i woke up and checked the time and it was 10 am luckily i was still off from work and i looked to the right side of the bed and saw that gunner was gone but left a note on the the night stand that said "i went to the studio but i will be back at 1 so wait for me btw check cash app" and then i checked my cash app and he had sent me 100$ to get my car fixed which made me so happy.

as i waited for gunner to come home i decided to explore the house and i found another bedroom but i think it was his mom's and she's never home because she's just like my mom. as i kept looking it was normal so i decided to lay in gunners bed and watch some tv. oh and i guess the whole "taking it slow" thing doesn't matter anymore.

once it hit 1:30 pm i finally heard the door open and immediately ran to hug him "damn u must've really missed me" he said before i placed a kiss on his cheek.

"i bought you chick-fil-a since i know it's one of your favorite restaurants" he said and i honestly couldn't believe how nice he was being to me "thank you oh and thank you for the money" i said hugging him and then he pulled me in for a long kiss after we started talking and eating together.

as gunner was driving me home since i had work tomorrow i couldn't stop thinking about how good i felt while being on ecstasy but i knew i couldn't get addicted to that because it's worse than weed so im just gonna forget about it but i did feel free.

once i got home i took off my shoes and went upstairs to get ready for the next day at work im just hoping that tomorrow's as stress free as today and yesterday was.

finally a stress free chapter!!