lonely|nettspend

002

Yasmine Hart
5:30 pm

it was a friday night so i decided to drive around for a little bit but then i found this empty parking lot so i decided to chill there for a little while and as i was in the car chilling i got a notification.

"@nettspend_ started following you" i started thinking of who could it be so i clicked on the profile and realized it was the boy from school but i wonder how he found my instagram.

then he texted me "is this yasmine?" i was confused cause how did he even know my name we've never spoke before and i don't think we have any classes together.

nettspend_

is this yasmine?
who's dis?

the blonde boy in your
spainsh class

                                                                   ???
                                                         seen just now

i was always too high to notice shit and maybe that's my problem but it was a distraction from my fucked up life but monday i'll probably look for him in Spanish class but i decided to follow him back since i supposedly know him.

as i pulled into the driveway i saw my moms car which made me smile because i hadn't seen her in a while. as i walked through the front door i called out for my mom "mom?" i said but heard nothing so i went to her room and then that's when i heard something, i heard moaning, sounds of the bed creaking and loud male groans.

so i walked away and went upstairs to my room and locked the door and started listening to music because music was my other distraction from the world.

it was now morning and i thought maybe my mom was still here so i went downstairs to go check but when i looked outside her car was gone "i fucking hate her sometimes" i said out loud then i got a notification from gunner "wyd today" he said i replied with "nothing u?"
then i put my phone in my pocket and went to the kitchen to warm up something to eat.

then my phone buzzed again.

                            nettspend_

wyd today?
       
                                                           nothing u?
shi same

u smoke?
                                                                      yea
u tryna come over and smoke
it's just gonna be me and you

i looked at the message thinking what should i say back but then i thought to myself fuck it i need some drama in my life so i replied back with "yea what time" and he said 8pm and sent his address but since it was 10am that gave me a whole lot of time to get ready but then i remembered the girl he was kissing the other day "don't u have a girlfriend?" i said not wanting to get involved with that "no? just come overrr" he said.

it was 6:30 so i decided to get ready so i got dressed and i put on some black flared leggings  and i put on this black graphic t-shirt with a black sweater since it was a little chilly out. as i was putting on my lashes i got a text from gunner  "u still coming?" i quickly replied with a yes and he just put a thumbs up.

after i was done doing my makeup i made sure i smelled good cause i was lowkey kinda nervous and i didn't want to stink so i sprayed my miss dior perfume that i bought for myself a long time ago.

i quickly headed downstairs since it was already 7:20 before i did anything in my car i made sure my music was good so i put on "fuck the streets by duwap kaine" this song was so good.

as i pulled up to his street i started to look for his house and i was getting nervous and all these what if questions went through my mind and i wanted to turn back but it was too late i texted him "im here" then i saw him come outside and i tried to quickly calm myself down so i got out the car and walked towards him.

im sorry next chapter will be longerrrr!!