lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
5:09 pm
                    
                       * 2 weeks later *

i had just got off from work and now i was on my way home. me and gunner haven't talked since the night of the party which was a week ago so i blocked him on messages cause i didn't have time for his bs and i didn't want to get involved but just in case i kept him unblocked on instagram.

as soon as i got him i made sure to put all of my stuff away and then clean the kitchen a little bit even though i was tired.

after i was done my phone dinged and it was alex "did u make it home safe?" he said "yea" i said back he was so sweet for caring but i don't know it just didn't really feel right.

i decided to scroll on instagram for a little while and as soon as i opened the app gunner popped up on my feed which made me mad but i couldn't even lie he did look good but i decided to ignore it and continue scrolling.

then i got a call from crystal "hey girl" she said as i answered "heyyy" i said "so who was that white boy i saw u leave with" she said "omg don't even get me started but his name is gunner" i said sighing "gunner? that is the most whitest name i ever heard but hey i ain't gonna judge" she said laughing "anyways i feel like i need a break work be so stressful" i said "tell me about it but hey i know what happened last time but it won't happen this time so let's go out" she said and honestly i didn't know after last week but then i thought about it "pleaseeee" she said begging "ok fine" i said

as long as i took it slow i don't think it'll be that bad "ok good it's on saturday" she said informing me which gave us a day and since tomorrow we were both off it was perfect because i could just sleep all day.

once i woke up i decided to eat some toast before going outside to smoke and then i decided to make a tiktok and then post it on my instagram story.

when i went back inside i decided to go back to sleep cause i was still tired from work.

i finally woke up 8 hours later so the whole day was basically gone but at least i got to rest. when i went to go check my story i saw that gunner had hearted it but i thought nothing of it since he would always do that.

as i was about to take out the trash alex called me "hey" i said as i answered the phone "what are you doing right now" he said in a low tone "nothing why" i questioned "well i was wondering if you wanted to hang out we could grab something to eat and then drive around" he suggested "ok yea give me 20 minutes" i said as i was about to go outside "alright bet just send me your address" he said "ok" i said before hanging up.

after taking out the trash i went to go get ready and i thought it was nice to finally have some good friends for once cause they're rare.

after i was done getting ready alex texted me that he was outside so i grabbed my shoes and keys,phone and wallet and today i decided to wear biker shorts since it was hot outside.

as i approached his car i saw him get out to open the door and it caught me by surprise "thank you" i said as he opened the door then the rest of ride was just occasional talking and low music.

once we got to the restaurant and were now sitting down he was looking at me weird like in a sexual way and it was kinda making uncomfortable so i just kept looking at the menu.

"so have you decided what you're gonna get" he asked breaking the silence "um yea i think ima get the fajitas what about you" i said "probably the chicken fried steak" he said closing his menu and continuing to stare at me like earlier and i kinda regret going out with him now.

"you work tomorrow" i said breaking the silence "nah thankfully im off shi brooke been pissin me off" he said and brooke was the shift leader and was always strict "right like last week she was trippin for no reason" i said and he just nodded.

the waiter then came to take our orders.

as we were waiting for our food i wondered why he wanted to go out if he was just gonna stare and tell stories and talk about random shit.

after we were done eating we asked for the check and he payed for it so after we left.

"so u wanna go to this park and watch the sunset" he asked looking at me and licking his lips "no i'm really tired so can you just take me home" i said and he just nodded. i wanted to go home because i was uncomfortable and it was really awkward so at this point i just needed to go home.

last night i got high once i got home and now i just woke up and it was already 3pm. as i looked at my phone i saw that crystal texted me "you still wanna go out? if not it's fine" and i said "yea" and she said she'll pick me up at 7 since it was a 20 minute drive and tonight i agreed i was only gonna have one drink.

i decided to binge watch my favorite show until it was time to get ready.

once it hit 5:50 i decided to get ready and pick out my outfit and other stuff but first i wanted to play some music so i asked google to play music on shuffle and started playing recommended songs and the first song that played was 2024 freestyle by nettspend and i skipped it because i didn't want to be reminded about all those other girls.

soon i headed to crystals car and it was her and the same people from last time so we all just talked and listened to music.

"oh by the way i heard alex was gonna be there" crystal said "oh" i said in a disgusted tone "you not feelin him" she asked "nah not really" i said back.

once we got to the party alex was outside and he kept talking to me.

"u wanna drink" he asked smiling and i didn't want to be rude so i said yes and he went to get us a drink leaving me on the couch so as i waited for him to return i observed the scenery.

"sorry i took long" he said coming back with two cups in his hand and as i took sips i eventually drank the whole thing.

after a while i started..