lonely|nettspend

005

Gunner Shepardson
6:07 pm

as i thought about morgan i thought about how desperate she was and how everytime i called her she'd pick up and no matter if she was busy or not she'd drop everything just to come and see me but yasmine wasn't like that she knew if she had shit to do i couldn't come over or she couldn't see me or pick up my calls and weirdly i liked that about her.

i decided to call morgan to get my mind off of yasmine "hello" she said in a soft voice as she answered the phone "hey what are you doin" i said "nothing" she said as i heard shuffling in the background "u wanna come over" i said as i hit the blunt again "of course just give me 10 minutes" she said just before i hung up.

i don't know why but i always had to be drunk or high when talking to morgan or else she'd piss me off like always but with yasmine it was different i could be sober,mad,sad or whatever and i'd still wanna talk to her and i really like her but i know she doesn't feel the same i could tell and she would always call us friends even though it was true it still hurt.

i was snapped out of my thoughts to the sound of knocking i got up to answer the door and once i opened it i was quickly met to a short brunette girl "hey handsome" she said as she kissed me and while we were kissing a whiff of vanilla then while we were still kissing i picked her up and shut the door and took her to my room and threw her on the bed and just let my high take over.

once i finished i cleaned up and put my clothes back on and she did the same "well i'll see you later" i said to her "damn already" she said "yea my mom is coming home soon" i lied "oh ok well text me" she said as she got up and left out the front door. truth is i always pushed her out when we were done because if i didn't she'd just wanna go again and after a while it gets kinda annoying.

i decided to facetime yasmine and to my surprise she answered on the 3rd ring "heyyy" i said as i sat down on the couch "hey stinkk" she teased "ew stop" i said scrunching up my face and laughing "what are you doin" i said "drawing" she said as she was still focused " let me see" i said curiously "no cause im not finished" she said "oh ok what you been up to" i said "nothin much just drawing and listening to music" she said "speakin of music i want you to hear this song i been working on" i said as i sent her the song then she stopped what she was doing to go look.

"damn that shit fire lowkey" she said as it finished "should i release it" i asked "hell yeah" she said quickly "alright it's called nothing like you" i said.

after 2 hours of us talking i decided to roll another blunt and go to sleep since yas convinced me into going to school.

be honest do yall even like this story or no?