lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
10:07am

as i woke up i saw gunner's hands around my waist and i couldn't stop thinking about last night and how fast i folded but to be honest i knew that was gonna happen so im not really surprised.

as i scrolled on tiktok i heard gunner finally waking up an hour later. "finally" i said putting my phone down and turning around to face him "whatever" he said as he stretched then we spent the past 10 minutes catching up since we were you know "busy" last night..

i decided to cook pancakes for gunner and me.

as i was cooking pancakes i thought about the modeling and i didn't tell gunner but i don't know if i want to go or not and plus it's too soon to tell him since we just got back on good terms.

after 20 minutes i finally finished cooking so i started to plate the food and set it on the table.

"the food is ready" i called out to gunner and after a couple of seconds he came downstairs shirtless,messy blonde hair and pajama pants from the last time he was over and right now he looked sooo good but i must remain calm so i did.

as he took a seat across from me he looked at the food "damn this shit look better than ihop" he said grabbing his fork "thank you" i said slightly laughing.

as i was eating i caught i caught gunner staring at me which made me feel self conscious because i hated it whenever people looked at me for a long time "what" i said growing nervous that he thought i was ugly "nothing you just look pretty" he said going back to eating and after that i felt butterflies in my stomach.

after we finished breakfast i began to take our plates to the sink and wash them. As i washed the dishes from breakfast i felt hands slither around my waist and gunners head on my shoulder then he began to kiss down my neck as i let out soft moans.

after i finished washing dishes i turned off the water and gunner spun me around and propped me on the counter behind us and we started to make out.

after a while gunner pulled away for air and said "im sorry i just really missed you" as he gasped for air in between words and then he cupped my face and began to kiss me again.

after we were both done we decided to watch something on tv together so as we looked for something while we cuddled together on the couch i heard the front door unlock and my heart immediately dropped.

my mom walked in the door and the first thing she saw was me and gunner and she looked furious so i quickly stood up "it's not what you think" i said "then wtf is it" she questioned "so while i'm gone you think you can just go out here and hoe around with little white boys like him" she said yelling and i felt so embarrassed.

"so this is the new yasmine i keep hearing about" she yelled "because why tf are people telling me that you went crazy at fucking walmart" she yelled "out of all places walmart what do you have to say about that" she yelled again "this guy was harassing me" i said on the verge of tears then she started laughing and i just looked back at gunner who just stood in the living room.

"you really think i believe that shit oh and if your pregnant i'm kicking you out cause i'm not taking care of a baby" she said "you don't even take care of me" i said "exactly and tell your friend to get out my house and quit embarrassing me" she yelled as she slammed the door.

as soon as the door slammed i burst into tears and i have never been so embarrassed  before i just don't get how she knows she's a bad mom and is proud of it.

as i sat on the floor crying and gunner came up to me and hugged me and i stayed there crying in his arms.

after gunner calmed me down we agreed to both take a nap.

GO READ 'TOXIC' ITS AN OSAMASON FANFIC THAT I WROTE!!

i'm going to try to be more active on here