lonely|nettspend

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Yasmine Hart
3:03pm

it's been a week since ive blocked gunner and i didn't plan on speaking nor unblocking him because i was done letting him hurt me.

but i finally got a new job at an ice cream shop at the mall but at least i got a job and i can help myself with food and stuff and i was also still thinking about that modeling job because i called and turns out their legit.

but as i was sitting on my couch i decided to go to the gym cause lately i hadn't been confident in myself.

once i got to the gym i stretched and then started doing my normal workout.

as i was working out my mind drifted to gunner as one of his songs came on and i thought to myself "did he ever even really like me or was it all fake?" but then i stopped thinking about him and quickly skipped the song and i focused back on my workout.

after my workout i was so tired so i decided to drive home.

once i got home it started to rain so i decided to take a shower.

once i got out the shower i decided to uber some food and by the time i did all of that it was already 6:30 but i decided to go in my room and just chill for a minute so i started to read since it was raining.

as i was reading i heard the doorbell so i quickly got up and went downstairs.

for a second i thought it was my food but it wasn't it was... Gunner

"what are you doing here it's raining" i asked just before thunder struck the sky " im sorry for everything i did and i miss you like everything literally is reminding me of you and i can't stop thinking about you and i don't even know why im doing this but i never felt this way about no other girl before" he said and i just stood there in shock not saying anything but this all felt like a dream or a movie.

"it's fine if you don't want me here i get it but i bought you like a lot of stuff but it's in my car" he said and i still didn't respond but he was looking real good with his hair wet and his jewelry and i just couldn't take it anymore so i kissed him and we stood there kissing in the rain on my front porch for 3 minutes.

after we pulled away we looked at each other for a little while "i don't want to fight with you anymore and i missed you to but if we're gonna keep talking i don't want to share you with anyone" i said

"ok i promise you won't see me with no other girls" he said and then he smiled and went to his car to which im assuming to get my gift or whatever.

once he came back he had a lot of bags and we both walked inside wet and leaving water on the wood floor.

after i opened all of them i went to where he was sitting and hugged him but he pulled me on his lap and as i looked into his eyes he then kissed me and as we were kissing i felt his hands go to my ass and i already knew where this was going.

sorry i haven't been active ive been busy with school