Standing in your way

Chapter 13

"Call me if you need anything" she leaves the room closing the door behind her. The room is wonderful, the bed perfectly made without even a crease, everything in order and clean. If guest rooms are this nice, what will hers be like?

At this point I can say that this woman has a lot of money

I look at myself in the mirror hanging near the door, god my conditions are really bad, I need to take a shower. I open the door, the hallway is already dark and silent, I step out and carefully go towards Lydia's room. She said that if I needed anything I should call her but what if she is sleeping? I don't want her to get mad
Without even realizing it I arrived at her door unsure whether to knock or not standing there like an idiot. Suddenly the door opens in front of me finding myself face to face with her 

"What are you doing here?" she raises an eyebrow in confusion, in fact I don't even know why I didn't knock

"I uh, I just wanted to ask you if maybe I can take a shower" I lower my gaze, a little ashamed of my condition coming into view of her change of outfit in her silk pajamas, that left little room for imagination. When my eyes met hers again an expression of pleasure was painted on her face

"Yes you can, I'll show you the bathroom" I move to let her pass and follow her. She stops and opens the door for me, I give her a smile and enter the room trying to hide my blush at her gentle actions and to think that a few hours ago we were shouting at each other...

"So, here's the bathroom, you can use everything you want of course" 

"Ok thank you so much, I will make sure to repay the favors" I say jokingly, her eyes darken, as if a thought had crossed her mind

"Sure" she left the bathroom, did I just see a smirk on her face? 
Anyway, let's start before it gets too late. I open the shower's doors and enter, I take a look around to find the soaps, wow they are all new, surely she doesn't use this shower. I turn on the water and start washing myself 

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"God I feel so much better" I put the hairdryer back in the drawer and take my phone to check the time, it's 2 am, it isn't even too late. I carefully open the door, trying to not make any noise, and head to my bedroom with the phone's flashlight turned on to shed light. I arrive at the door and open it, as I enter I notice something is placed on the bed, it's a pajamas, Lydia must have left it. I take it and bring it closer to my face, god it smells like her 

I smile like a fool, what's up with all these kind gestures?

I take off my bathrobe and put on the pajamas which is a little big since Lydia is taller than me. I get under the covers and immediately notice the softness of the bed and pillows. I turn off the phone and put it on the nightstand, I close my eyes trying to sleep. After only five minutes I reopen them, I obviously can't sleep, well after all I'm at the house of the maestro Lydia Tàr, an opportunity that will never be repeated again, so it's understandable that I'm excited.

My mind starts to wander to various moments today, the fight, the way her eyes shone with anger, her clenched jaw and then this evening, the kind way she treated me, the offer to sleep here . And then her pajamas, those open buttons that showed a little breast that was not covered by any bra, thus showing the shape of her nipples, her smirk as she thought about who knows what...

And just like that I'm turned on, good

Well having a little pleasure wouldn't be bad after all the tension today, but no, I absolutely can't. Helena get these dirty thoughts out of your head
I lay down and try to fall asleep but the heat between my legs starts t grow more and more making me more sensitive and needy for a relief. 

"Fuck it" I slid my hand down to my abdomen reaching the hem of the pajamas. I put my hand under my pants reaching the most sensitive spot who desperately wanted to be touched. I start circling my clit trought my panties whimpering. My other hand removes the sheets off me and lifts the shirt, leaving my breasts bare. I squeeze a nipple while I move my panties to the side leaving me bare

"Mhh" I run my finger accross the slit, collecting all my arousal wich was a lot, god I was drenched at the only thought of Lydia. I slid  fimger in that enter smoothly, while my thumb was drawing circles on my button

"Fuck!" my whines where becoming moans, I put my hand over my mouth to try not to make any noise. I quickly speed up the pace, adding a second finger stretching me out even more "L-Lydia" I moan her name as the only images that comes to my mind where her fucking me deeply with her finger that hits perfectly my sweet spot inside me, her saying the most dirtiest things into my ear to get me all worked up, just to then leave me on the edge, letting me beg for a release

My eyes close shut, the pleasure was too much, I start to tighten around my finger, I remove them whimpering and start frantically circling my clit. I bite my bottom lip trying desperately not to let out any moans

"Lydia...Lydia" I come moaning her name, who came out louder than expected. I ride my high and then collaps on the soft matress

"Fuck what the hell did I do" realization is starting to make itself felt, I had just masturbated for the second time at the thought of Lydia and in her house, next to her room! What if she heard me? It would be the end of me

I readjust quickly liking my finger to clean them, then a I hear a knock on the door "Oh no" I whisper very quietly, my eyes widen, she heard me.

I get out of bed and slowly approach the door, turn on the light and find Lydia in front of me

"Everything ok?" she had an indecipherable look on her face

"Yes why?" I try to act stupid, maybe she thinks she's wrong

"I heard some strange sounds, I came to check that everything was ok" I blush at the thought of her hearing me pleasure myself, I lower my gaze looking for a credible excuse

"I'm a little ashamed to say it, but I had a bad dream and I woke up out of breath, that's all" I smile at her, she raises an eyebrow and puts her hands in her pockets leaning against the side of the door

"Mhh" he squints and looks at the bed behind me, I turn around too and find all the covers undone, even the right side. When I turn to look at her I find her staring at me from head to toe

"Okay, I'm going back to sleep, goodnight" I let out a sigh of relief, good she didn't hear me

"goodnight maestro"

"oh and fix the trousers" she points to the lace of the loose and slightly widened trousers, which thus fell down slightly. My face turns red as she returns to her room. Quickly I close the door and look in the mirror, fuck it looks like anything but a bad dream had happened

Fuck how am I going to talk to her tomorrow morning without dying of shame? I'm afraid it won't be possible

A/N: hy guys, sorry if this chapter isn't long! I hope you like it anyway <3