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first day back in america and my mums already making me go to fucking school. well technically first full day since we came back last night but idc i'm still counting this as the first day.

i really missed this place but at the same time i didn't,it's a bittersweet type of moment. i sat at my vanity as i did my makeup for the first day of senior year which is year 13 in the uk. yayyyy.

my room looks the same it's so....pink and girly im not saying i'm a tom boy and hate pink because that would be false but i wish i chose more neutral colours instead of this because it looks like a unicorn came and pooped all over the room.

the only smart thing i did as a 10yr old was ask for a vanity for christmas because at least i have something to sit at as i do my makeup which is not going well today. i might js kms now.

just as i was applying my fake lashes my annoying older sister barged in making me accidentally poke the fake lash in my eye.

"WHAT THE FUCK IRIS" i shouted.

"oh calm down i didn't know the door would slam open THAT hard" she said as she looked me up and down.

"fucking bellend" i muttered as she just waltzed into my room and sat on my bed watching me do my makeup like the little creep she is.

"As u can see i'm busy so instead of wasting my time spit out what u wanna say or piss off" she rolled her eyes while continuing to stare at me before she finally said.

"i just wanted to wish u good luck and if u ever need someone to talk to im here.... or whatever i don't care if u talk to me or not" she stated making me slighting chuckle knowing what she said wasn't true.

this was iris for you, the worlds most annoying sister ever but worlds best person to talk too. she's been like this since she lost her childhood best friend to suicide, she kind of blames herself because she was with him everyday but didn't realise what was going on. i don't think it's her fault at all but i know this is a coping mechanism for her so i replied with.

"yeah yeah same goes for you now fuck off" as i threw a pillow at her. she laughed while strutting off making sure to leave me door WIDE open

"OH FUCK OFF CUNT."

what a lovely way to start my first day of year 13 or should i say 'senior year ' yayyy. if u can't tell i'm absolutely buzzing for this year.