Trapped In His Melanchony

Sharped Pain

A half bottle of whiskey, now Levi is completely drunk.

Even if he will do a scene of appearing outside their mansion to please her, he knew she would not gonna risk her wonderful married life with Warren. May anak sila and for the reality, he knew her. Alam niyang hindi ganun ang magiging desisyon ni Addison lalo na at nagkusa itong sumama kay Warren kanina.

Wala na nga siyang pag-asa, sasaktan lang ba niya lalo ang sarili niya?

Natatakot siyang kapag nagkaroon ng komosyon, paalisin lang rin siya nito.

A door bell rung and he immediately went to open the door kahit na pagewang gewang na siyang maglakad.

His prayer might been heard. The person he is expecting to be there in his doorstep is actually in front on him, but with his teary and enraged eyes.

A loud and crispy slap welcomed him as he's facing Addi trying to catch her breathe. Nawala bigla ang kalasingan niya at napalitan ng hiya. Why did she slapped him?

"You are a great actor, Levi. You did make me believe real good." she said. "How's the multitasking of yours? Totoo ba? Pagwala ako, nagpapart time ka pala sa paghatid kay Rico? I heard her family is treating you well. Masaya ba?"

Namilog ang mga mata ni Levi na alam na pala nito ang patagong pakikipagkita niya kay Rico. But he felt the insult of how she can just conclude that easily. Oo nga't nagkikita at nakakasama niya si Rico, at kahit na dati pa niyang pinaplano na kapag nagsawa na siya kay Addison ay si Rico agad ang ipapalit niya ay unti unti, pinili na lang niyang hindi gawin yun dahil habang tumatagal, mas lalo niyang binigyang importansya ang kung ano mang meron sila ngayon ni Addi. As a matter of fact, Rico and him became very close before she arrived.

"Ano Levi, magsalita ka! Bakit mo tinago sakin ang lahat! You never said a word about her! Siya ba ang plano mong ipalit sakin ha? Siya ba?!"

Ala una na ng madaling araw kaya't umaalingawngaw ang boses nito sa labas ng penthouse niya.

"You're right, Addi. You guess if perfectly right."

Addi stopped immedetiately at mas lalong naging hysterical ang mukha. Her arms fell on her side as she continue sobbing.

Levi watched her helpless cry. Then the reality striked him hard. His heart aches for the fact that even he'll beg for her, comfort her, she's married and she will still choose Warren over him. He wanna hug her ngunit sawa na siyang esakripisyo ang sarili niyang emosyon. He remember how he suffered for almost two years na ninais na lang niyang mamatay na lang sa labis na kalungkutan ng dahil sa babaeng ito, baka oras na nga na inhinto na niya ang kahibangan niya.

"Why are you even here? Isn't it time for you to take care of your husband?"

"That is not even the problem here"

"IT IS ALWAYS THE FUCKING PROBLEM!!" malakas niyang sabi na nagpasinghap kay Addison sa takot. "Why not Rico? Anong problema sa kanya ha?! May asawa ba siya? May anak ba siya? May sabit ba siya? I'll ask you, if the problem here is my memory, nasaan ka all those years? NASAAN KA ADDISON?! BAKIT BIGLA KA NA LANG SUMULPOT TAPOS AASTANG NAPAKA IMPORTANTE MO SA BUHAY KO?!!"

Addi's heart is heavy. May mas sasakit pa ba sa mga sinabing yun ni Levi? She came her to clarify yet, it took another turn at ngayon siya naman ang naging sentro ng kahihiyan. How can she answer those questions?

Siya nga siguro ang mali. Nauna nga si Rico, at hindi naman kasalanan nilang dalawa. Yes, it was here who suddenly appeared and insisted. Siya nga ang may problema. This is all her fault.

"Bakit hindi ka makasagot? Di ba iniwan mo lang naman ako dahil sa lalakeng yun? Then that won't need for me to fucking remember anything."

"I didn't mean to..."