Trapped In His Melanchony

Overflown

He looked at where Deon's eyes were heading and there, Warren Brahm with a big smile with his calm composure made everyone in the place pinned their eyes on him. He went straight to Addi and hugged her, unbothered how would everyone's reaction. He swing her gently, rubbing her back and kissed her forehead.

Levi stood up, could no longer keep his distance but went close to then suddenly grabbed Addi's wrist.

Lahat ng mga tao ay nakatuon ang pansin sa kanila kasabay ang mga bulong bulungan. Warren gazed at them with anger eyes while Addi looked at him confused, starting to get emotional again.

"You weren't crying because you are mad at him. I was the reason, isn't it?"

"Levi...what are you doing?"

"Tell them the truth. Who am I to you? Tell me." madiin nitong tanong kay Addi. Addi took a glance to Warren first before a new tear fell down on her cheek, facing Levi back.

Her mouth is shivering, as well as her shoulders too. She still acting that way when scared or tensed. He want an answer now and by the look of her eyes, those teary, sad eyes are like begging him to have mercy on her.

"I love you. I still love you"

Levi opened his eyes from a very deep sleep. His heart was heavy trying to remember every detail of his dream. ‘I love you. I still love you.’

He tighten his hug to the pillow in between his arms. Why does his heart flattered hearing those sweet words? As if he regret waking up and would like to stay on that very moment she said I love you to him.

Impossible. She married him, they have a child. She could not unlove Warren dahil sa kanya. She would not chose to leave him at the first place if that's the case, but she did. And even it's true, he doesn't give a damn.

December 24, 2023

Punong puno ang cellphone niya ng mga imbitasyon.

Jean

Fucker, where the fuck are you, I told you right that you have to celebrate with us?

Jean

Hey answer my fucking call

Eren

Bra, iindianin mo ba kami? Si Kry oh andito na asan ka na.

Kry

What a jerk. Paghindi ka magpakita samin itatakwil ka naming gago ka.

My Queen

Apo, wala ka ba talagang balak magpasko dito?

Rico

Levi, you can come over to celebrate with my family.

*

After all, there still them that cares for him even though he's a fucked up guy. Of course he miss all of them. His friends, his lola.

Levi

Sorry but I have works to do.

But thanks for the invitation.
Sent to Rico

Bumangon na siya sa pagkakahiga at tumungo sa banyo upang maligo. Nagbihis at nag-ayos ng buhok.

Napakabusy ng daan at kahit saang kalsada ay traffic. Wala naman dapat siyang pasok ngayon dahil nga utos yun ng boss niyang si Alaoui na mag leave kaso matigas ang ulo niya at siya ang may gustong magtrabaho kaya ay wala siyang problema kung ma late man siya ngayon dahil sa traffic.