Trapped In His Melanchony

Shrunk

"Ackerman. May meeting tayo ngayong 2 pm. Nakahanda na ang presentation mo at pinahanda ko na ang meeting room"

"Which hospital they sent her?"

"H-huh? Bakit mo ko tinatanong! Aba malay ko!" bulyaw ni Deon. "At saka kahit alam ko bakit ko sasabihin sayo. Di ba may bago ka ng jowa?"

"Tss. Sabi ng lalakeng nahuling may kasamang ibang babae sa mall. Talaga ba?"

"Anong sabi mo? Hoy, hindi pa kami ni Wynona non at hindi ko girlfriend si Sam! State facts first before you open your mouth, gago!"

"Call the clinic."

Deon hissed at him. Hindi niya talaga maintindihan ang ugali ni Levi kaya hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit baliw na baliw si Addison dito.

"Tss. Ano ba kasing gagawin mo dun? Andun naman na asawa nong tao." he has no choice but to obey this grumpy guy.

Levi finished that one meeting and he just rescheduled the rest. He's of course guilty, hindi man lang siya nabigyan ng pag-asang makausap nito.

Shamely, he admits he regret all of this shit happening between them. Sobrang namimiss niya na rin ito at tulad ng lageng gusto niyang gawin, he wanna see her as soon as possible. He wanna be affectionate to and ask her in which part of her body hurts. Though asking it won't heal any pain, but he would make sure to comfort her the best as he can.

But they're done.

Why did she called him all of a sudden? Si Warren ba talaga ang makakapagpagaan ng pakiramdam niya kapag may sakit siya? Not possible. They've been together for three fucking years, malamang wala siyang ibang tatawagin kundi ang asawa niya.

In a perfect distance, he silently peeked at Addi who's enthusiastically talking with a doctor yet her eyes are worn out and stressed. A guy came in with bunch of different type of flowers who couldn't almost hold those well due to its enormous quantity. The doctor together with Addi were both shocked to see those huge amount of flowers.

Napatalikod siya ng makita niyang padating si Warren na may dala ding hindi kalakihang boquet ng bulaklak.

"Excuse me? Kanino galing ito?" Warren joked.

"Para kay Miss Zapatti po ito lahat" kamoy ulong ani ng delivery driver.

Yep, everyone inside find it very ridiculous sa dami ng mga bulakbalak na yun. Saan kaya ito ilalagay sa dami?

"The sender must be a flowershop owner to send these haha!" the doctor laughed.

"Who sent these anyway?" Addi asked quirking her brows.

"Ma'am, hindi po nagbanggit pero bayad na po ito lahat, pirmia ka na lang po."

"O-okay..."

Then, it was the confirmation for him to leave already. Ayaw na niyang masaksihan pa kung ano pa mang susunod na mangyayaring eksena. At least, he already expressed longingness for her.

No matter how he planned everything, when it comes to Addison and Warren, lageng nabubulelyaso at hindi na naayon sa kung ano mang gusto niyang mangyari at gawin. Them together, is his weakness. He could face anyone, Erwin, Kit, those fuckers employees of him, wala yung isasatsat sa kanya, ngunit kapag si Warren na, nabablanko siya. His anxiety and trauma would drag and push him down like he belong to a dalit class of being ever existed as his self esteem being outcasted all the time.

He is his main insecurity. Of how he could be so calm and calm Addison just like he's her comfort zone at any situation.

Tama lang pala itong desisyon niya. He must set her free. Free just like he did before.