Tere Liye .....

chapter 26

Vidyut pov......

I puffed my second cigarette 🚬 feeling frustrated.

Am I invading her personal space and making her uncomfortable....I thought, exhaling the smoke out of my mouth.

She have asked me many times to leave but I was being selfish as I didn't want to live alone as lots of depressing thought surrounds me when I am alone.

And I thought she needs some one by her side too . I didn't want her to be alone either but may be she wants some  time alone.

Have I crossed my limits by staying in the same room as her ..... maybe I shouldn't have stayed in the same room . We are friends but she must have felt weired to sleep in my presence.

But I never felt like she is uncomfortable with me with there or I didn't get her hints well .
But now I guess I should give her space.

Till when I will try to run away from my depressing thoughts. I have to deal with my problems on my own ...she already have a lot on her plate ...I shouldn't bother her like that.

As I looked around my eyes fell on the Hotel on the other side of road .
Hmmm.....that would be nice .
I will stay close to the baby and her till they get discharged from here .

I searched about the hotel and made my bookings instantly.
I walked back to the room and she was in bathroom....maybe washing her hair .

I packed my stuff and left the room.
I check in asked one of the staff to keep my luggage in the room and walked back to hospital.

I informed the reception to call me in case Pankhuri or the baby need something.
I entered her room and she was looking around and turned to me instantly as I stepped in .

Aapka saaman kaha gaya .....She asked narrowing her eyebrows.
Vo mene hata diya .....I am shifting to the Hotel on the other side of the road ....yaha mei comfortable nahi tha and you will get some privacy too ....I said and she blinked her eyes at me without saying anything.

I will come to see you in the morning.... You can call me anytime if you face any problem....I will be here in minutes....I said and she nodded.

Good night...and dry your hair properly or you will catch cold .....samjhi ....I asked her with a small smile and she nodded.

I came out of the room and walked back to the Hotel.
I entered the room and laid on the bed .

My heart felt heavy but I shut my eyes forcefully and tried to sleep.
I don't want to think about anything......
Nothing is making sense to me at this moment.

I kept on counting backwards and finally felt asleep while doing so .......

Pankhuri pov .....

I laid on the bed and looked at his now empty bed .
My tears flowed out of my eyes without my permission as I missed him .

He was there with me from the past one week.....And now it feels so empty without him .

But am I not the one who pushed him away .....I was worried about people's opinions.....I talked to him rudely.
I am responsible for everything.....

I opened the side table drawer and took out his tie and more tears made their way down my cheeks.
I am sorry.......I really am ....I cried missing him terribly.

I miss our silly banters ...his laugh and the way he used to glare at me ... reminding me about my medicines .

He told me yesterday that we would be discussing the baby's  names tonight....
He used to fight with me for AC temperature 🌡️......