Tere Liye .....

chapter 41

Pankhurii pov......

He pulled me in his arms while laughing and I looked him with teary eyes.......            Mujhse nahi karni toh phir kise karni hai.....haan......he asked me wiping my tears and I cried even more.

Vidyut kya ho gya hai aapko . Asi baate kyu kar rahe hai......mujhe sirf aapse hi shaddi karni hai.....I said and he sighed attaching his forehead with mine.I cupped his face and caressed his cheek lovingly .....

Pankhuri aaj mujhe apne baare mei batao.....sab kuch ....I want to know everything about him you......He said making me smile.                                                                                                                We settled on the bed and I started narrating him about my life before I met him.

Maa bohot dhyan rakhti thi mera......itna jayda kuch nahi tha humare paas par hum khus the.....mei tution phadati thi....khud phadati thi....maa stiching karti thi....ofcourse there were financial problems kuki jo bhi income hoti thi vo daily expenses mei use ho jati thi....toh savings nahi ho pati thi......

Mera Aim tha ki jald se jald koi job mil jaaye or mei Maa ko achi life de paau.....my voice broke as I rembered my mother and he rubbed my back consoling me and I snuggled into his chest.

Aur koi nahi tha kya tumhari Maa ke alava ........He asked me and I shook my head. Nahi sirf Maa or mei hi the ....there are my paternal and maternal relatives but unke saath humara koi relation nahi tha.....infact I never saw any of them.

My whole life surrounded around my mother only......she was my everything......I said and narrated him my childhood incidents.

Tumhari Maa ne tumhari shaddi ka nahi socha tha kya kuch.  I mean koi rishta nahi dekha tha kya tumhare liye........he asked and I sighed remembering about the bitter momets of my life that I dont even want to recall .

Socha tha.....par jab aap garib hote ho toh log rishte kam sauda jayda  karte hai.....majboori ka fayda uthe hai......Iss samaj mei ladki hona assan nahi hai Vidyut......

   People are waiting for a chance to hunt you down. They dont consider you as a human but a body to fulfil their desires.......... I chuckled bitterly.                                 

What do you mean by all of that......Has someone tried misbehaving with you he asked and before I could tell him about that Rahul we heard Vayu crying and I immediately got up and came out of the room followed by Vidyut.

I took a crying Vayu in my arms from Maa and she informed that he fell down from couch .I hugged him closer to my chest and he wiled clinging to me.

I settled on the bed with him in my arms and I gave my nipple in his mouth and he calmed down instantly.
I checked him for any visible injury mark or any bruish but there was none thankfully.

I wipped his cheek and kissed his palm and he giggled looking at me leaving my nipple making me smile.

Gir gaya tha kya mera baby ....haan ....I cooed him and he pouted making an innocent face making me kiss his whole face .

Vidyut has left from outside only and I was relieved at least he was behaving normal now .....

I fed Vayu and then played with him .....I love my little human a lot.....more than anything and everything in this whole world .

I got him when I was left with nothing. He gave me a reason to live when I have left the hope and had nothing to  hold on for my survival......

I checked on Vidyut but he seemed busy over the call so I left to downstairs with Vayu .