Tere Liye .....

chapter 31

Pankhuri pov.....

I was feeding Vaayu when he woke up groaning.....

He looked around rubbing his forehead and then looked at me and sat up on the bed sighing.

He grabbed his head in his palms .
Side table pe nibu paani rakha hai ....I told him and he just gulped it down and then left for his room without saying anything.

I was patting vaayu to sleep when he came back, changed into his casual clothes.

He bent down and kissed Vaayu's head and then sat on the bed silently.
Kuch bologi nahi ....he asked after a while.

Kya bolu mei ......aur mei hoti kon hu kuch bhi bolne vaali .....I stated and he looked at me .

She cheated on me .....He said angrily glaring at me .
Haan aur ab vo duniya mei bhi nahi hai .....Jo Zinda bache hai unhe maar dijiye ab .....I said plainly and he looked away ..

Tumse baat karna hi bekar hai ....he said and left to his room again .
I followed him after covering Vaayu properly.

He was lying on his bed staring outside.
Muje koi baat nahi karni hai ...chali jao ...he said and I shut the door and walked to him .

I sat beside him and he sighed.
Kisne bola cheating kar rahi thi vo ...I asked him calmly.
Mene cctv footage dekhi hai club ki ...and that bastard confessed too .....he said with clenched jaw.

I held his hand opening his fiest and he let me do it.
Bura lag raha hai na.....I asked him and he looked at me with teary eyes .
I feel betrayed.......he said laying on his back and I rubbed his chest ..

I don't know mujhe kya kehna chaiye ya kya advice deni chahiye....kuki mujhe nahi pata hai ....

Muje nahi hai inn sab ki itni samjh ....mei bas ye keh sakti hu ki ab vo nahi rahi .... unhone Jo bhi kiya ...bohot galat tha ....par aapne kuch bura nahi kiya hai ....vaayu ne kuch bura nahi kiya hai .....Uncle , Aunty , Vaani ...kisi ne bura nahi kiya .....phir ek insan ki galti ki saza sab ko kyu .

Kal raat aap itne nashe mei the ....aapne saaman pheka ...aapko koi hosh nahi tha .....I told him and he closed his eyes.

Toh tum chahti ho ye baat bhul jaau .....He asked me .
Chahti toh yahi hu par mujhe pata hai bhul pana itna asan nahi hai specially when you have loved that person so much .......

But abhi aap bataiye.....kya kar sakte hai hum iss baare mei .....kuki jis ne kiya vo duniya mei hi nahi hai .....

Ab aap sirf khud ko aur unn logo ko dukhi kar rahe hai jo aapse pyar karte hai .
You can't let go of things instantly but you can try .....

Family ke saath rahiye....vaayu ka sochiye.....apne baare mei sochiye......I said Caressing his hair and he let the tears flow .

I pulled his head in my lap and kissed on his forehead.
He wrapped his arm around me and cried .

I am not able to digest it ..... mujhe abhi bhi bharosa nahi ho raha usne asa kar diya .......he said and I Blinked back my tears and caressed his back.

Mujhe khud se nafrat ho rahi hai ....mera dam ghut raha hai ....kal tak jo uski achi yaade thi aaj vo chub rahi hai mujhe......he said painfully and I let him be vulnerable.

Vo sochti thi mei narrow minded hu ...mei control karta hu logo ko ....mujhe bass khud se pyar hai ......she felt suffocated with me .......He said and I felt angry at Sanjana for doing this to him .

Pata nahi sabko bhagwan pyar dete nahi hai aur jinko dete hai unko value nahi hoti .....I thought.

I love him a lot and it's unbearable for me to see him like this .
Earlier I used to think he won't accept me because he won't be able to give Sanjana's place to anyone in life ....but now I think he won't accept me because he has lost his trust in love itself.