Tere Liye .....

chapter 47

Pankhurii pov.....

Beta sab pack kar liya haina ....Maa asked me and I nodded at her .
Jii Maa .... Meri  saari packing ho gai hai bas Vayu ki kuch cheeje rakhni hai or Vidyut ka rehata hai ....I said .

Vidyut toh baad mei aayega uske jayda kapde mat rakhna.....he will be attending last two functions only .....Maa informed me ..

Why didn't he tell me ..... I thought and then remembered that I have been ignoring him for the last 5 days and yesterday night he was trying to tell me something but I didn't listened to him.

I am ignoring him and only talk regarding his medicine as I can't compromise on that.

He is guilty and regret his actions but I cannot let things go this easily.
He needs to be punished so that he doesn't repeat his mistakes in the future.

He has spolied his health drinking that poisonous alcohol....he gave up his drinking habits after Vayu was born but again got into it ...and if not punished this time He will repeat it in the future too .

Also he didn't trusted me and said hurtful things to me .....So yeahhh .... punishment is must .

Coming to that I hadn't inquired about the allergic thing and what he had talked to Dr. Smitha that Day .

Let him come home....I huffed.
He has gone to the office and I have packed home made food for him to have it in lunch along with his medicines .

I can't just go to wedding leaving him here knowing his health.
He won't be able to take care of himself.

He often feel drowsiness and the Doctor has advised him to rest as much as he can. I had asked him to work from home for few days but he had an important project going on and that stubborn man is attending the office regularly.

Maa mei bhi unke saath hi aa jaungi ......I said and Maa looked at me amused .I know you care for him but usko toh office mei kaam hai . Also your maasi ji has specially asked to bring you and Vayu. She is so eager to meet him....Maa said nad I nodded reluctantly.

Dont worry Bhabiii jii we will enjoy a lot there and I wont let you miss your husband much.....Vaani said entering the hall and I shook my head at her teasing.                                                      Where is my cutie pie......she asked plopping beside maa ....                                                                               He has just slept half an hour ago .....after throwing alot of tantrums and wanting to go on car drive......I said and both maa and Vaani laughed.

He has taken up after Bhai in that case as He loves car too....Vaani said and I nodded with a smile.

We chatted for sometime before I came back to room and resumed my packing as Vayu wont et me do a single thing after waking up. I indulged myself in the work and reminded Vidyut about his medicines too through a text to which he replied with a thums up.

I laid beside Vayu and had just closed my eyes when my little rabbit decided to wake up. I pretended to be asleep and he bit on my nose and patted my face literally slapping me with his tiny hands.

Mummmmmm.....aayeeeee ummmmmmm....mummm .....ouuuuuu ....noooooo .....he blabbered snuggling into my chest and climbed over me poking my eyes with his litttle fingers. I chuckled opening my eyes and he grinned jumping over my stomach.

You naughty fellow....I pouted at  him narrowing my eyes and he only laughed in response. He raised both his hands in the air asking me to toss up just like his Daddy dose and I tickled him.

Done with playing around he remembered his milk and tried to lift my kurti up making me laugh  .Not wanting to make him cry I finally lifted up and he squealed and latched on my nipple hungrily.

Bas ho gya ab ......I said after 10 minutes and he whined . I sighed and let him have his milk. mummmmmm .......he called me leaving my nipple and I hummed in response bobbing his nose and he giggled before taking my nipple in his mouth and bit on it harshly in excitement almost making me cry in pain.

I freshened him up before heading downstairs. I gave him to Papa and left to make the tea for everyone. We all had tea discussing about tomorrow's plan of leaving to Jaipur after breakfast. I wanted to stay back but I just cant upset Maa and Maasi ji .

Also Papa wont leave me and Vayu alone and will stay back with us and I dont want that too. It was around 6 pm and  Vidyut has not returned yet. I texted him asking about his whereabouts but he didnt answered.

I called him getting impatient but the call went unanswered . I called Lily and She informed me that Vidyut has left the office around 5 pm only. I called his driver now getting tensed and He tod me that they were in the mall.

What is he doing there..... I thought. He is sick and the Doctor has asked him to rest but that crazy am is roaming in mall....unbelievable. He needs an earful from me for his carelessness. He is taking advantage of me not talking to him.

Around 8 pm he came back home . His face has become pale and looked extremely tired. Vidyut kya ho kya beta Bimar se lag rahe ho aur kamzor hote jaa rehe ho...Maa asked him and he just laughed telling her that he is absolutely fine but Maa was still unsure and asked him to visit a doctor.

Shall I ask your father to take you to the Doctor....Maa asked him and he just smiled hugging her and I could see him getting a bit emotinal.

Mei thik hu Mom ....mujhe kya hoga haan.....and I am big man know...dont bother your old husband ....he joked making maa his arm lightly while chuckling.

We had our dinner and sat in the lawn . Vayu was clinging to Vidyut who was punching his stomach lightly making him laugh....Vayu was trying to mimic him.

Vayu slept after playing and Vidyut carried him to the room while I boiled milk for him. He was in the washroom and I covered Vayu with the banket properly as this naughty kidoo throw it away . He had his milk and gulped his medicine too.

Kal tum log Jaipur jaa rahe ho toh mei tumhare or Vayu ke liye kuch laya tha....he said amusing me . Mujhe kuch bhi nahi chaiye aapse .....I stated firmly and he sighed and walked into the closet and came out with many bags.

There were many dresses for Vayu and cute pair of shoes . he then took out few designer sarees from the other one and I was shocked . He smiled slightly at my reaction. 

Tumhe pasand ahi na saree.....He said and I looked away. Vayu ke liye laaye hai vo sab thik hai...you are his father after all but I wont accept anything from you ...you have given me enough already....I stated and was about to leave but he held my hand.

I know I had wronged you and although I had my reasons but I wont justify my doings....I should have trusted you but I let my fears and insecurities took over me. I am really sorry about everything.....

I also know that its hard for you to forgive me and you can all the time you want . I deserve all your punishments but please let me rectify things that I have messed up. If you don't want to talk to me then don't ....give me a cold shoulder but please allow me to at least make things right.....He said and I felt like crying listening to his vulnerable voice and the fact that he is sick was breaking my resolve to punish him .

  But I controlled my emotions and blinked back my tears .....and looked at him. I wont accept any gifts from you...I said and he nodded dejectedly. 

I left to the washroom and cried my heart out. He went to buy things for me despite being sick and I behaved so rudely with him. I hated my self for it but he is the one who brought us to this point.

He has already slept by the time I came out and switched off the main lights. I took all the bags to the closet and looked the sarees and they were really beautiful. I peeped into the other bags and chuckled seeing matching bangles and makeup items along with heels.

i hugged the sarees to my chest and packed them in my luggage . I will wear them in the functions when he wont be there .....I decided.

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