Tere Liye .....

chapter 34

Pankhuri pov.....

I just couldn't meet his eyes after whatever happened in the kitchen.....

I am getting goosebumps just by thinking about all of that .
I am running away from him after that ....

Currently I am trying to put Vayu to sleep....but this little nugget is in a playful mood .

I heard the door being opend and a shiver ran down my spine and I clutched the blanket tightly.....

He plopped on the other side beside Vayu and pulled him by his leg making me gasp .

Vo chota hai abhi ....I said but he just put him on his chest and the little one laughed seeing his father.

Vidyutttt drumed his but and he giggled loudly making me chuckle too.

Mattt karooo ....dudh pilaya hai ...saara nikal dega .....I said as he held him the air but Vayu was enjoying this .

Kuch nahi hota .......maje le raha hai vo ......vayu ko thodi der vayu (air) mei rehne do .....he said making me sigh .

Yeee gira gira giraaa ........Vidyut said scaring him and he laughed even more kicking his hands and legs in the air ....

Vidyut played him for half an hour before his eyes became dropy and he yawned cutely.

He cried for me and I took him in my arms and laid him over my chest .
He snuggled in to finding his comfort and slept within minutes as I patted him.

I layed him on the bed slowly and patted his back as he squirmed a little and then covered him with the blanket.

I could feel his gaze on me but didn't dared to look up .
He held my hand and traced his thumb over my palm making me take a deep breath .

Pankhuriiiii....he called my name but I didn't looked up feeling extremely shy and timid .

He pressed my hand but I didn't look up and hide my face in the blanket.
He left my hand and then I heard the door closing sound.

I looked up to find him gone ......
Why did he left all of a sudden....I thought.

I looked at Vayu and the put pillows around him getting up .
Taking a deep breath I followed him to his room .

He was standing in the balcony puffing a cigarette and I sighed .
He looked at me as I stood beside him but then looked ahead .

I snatched the cigarette and threw it away and he didn't say anything.
Kya hua hai ....I asked him and he shook his head .

Did I make you uncomfortable....he questioned after a minute and I chuckled.
Asa kyu laga ......I asked him turning him towards me and he sighed.
I just thought....you were ignoring me after whatever happened in the kitchen.....He said looking at the sky .

I sneaked in between him and the railing and he smiled at me and I wrapped my hands around his waist.

Koi baat hai jo aapko pareshan kar rahi hai ....I asked him Caressing his cheek as he looked at me with a different emotion in his eyes .

Jo bhi ho raha hai ....vo acha lag raha hai par mujhe dar bhi lag raha hai.....
Mei rokna chahta hu khud ko but I am failing really badly.

I am getting more dependent on you emotionally ....and I fear this feeling now......he said looking into my eyes and my heart ached seeing him being so vulnerable.

I know.....mei samjh sakti hu ....aapke liye aasan nahi hai .....I said and he smiled kissing my palm and attached his forehead with mine.

I feel restless without you ....you have become my peace....I have never felt like before .....he whispered and I closed my eyes .