My Angel started to play as I thought about what I should do with all this information.
I watched his eyes furrow and his eyes tighten. His breathing started to get heavier.
Dreams are dreams
some dreams come true
I found a real dream
Baby when I...
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"So how has everything been? How does it feel to be back home?" Dr. sting asked.
"I guess it feel good. Lately I been feeling disconnected with myself and my significant others."
"Elaborate"
"I feel like ever since I found out I had DID my black outs make more sense but sometimes they leave me in the dark about situation. And I hate having to ask other people."
"Well it won't help all the time but you can learn to dissociate willingly at times. Maybe when you do you could leave notes. Does that sound good to you?"
"Yea. I can try.."
"I also wanted to ask you about some things." Dr.Sting said.
"Wassup."
"How is your relationship with Aruna and Santi?"
I sighed looking away.
"I don't know" I mumbled picking at my skin.
"What makes you so unsure?" Dr.Sting leaned forward on her crossed legs.
"I haven't been spending much time with Santi with all of the work and drama.
"So how would you like to fix that?"
"Find time for us I guess?"
Also, all me and Aruna have been doing since the trip and back is fight."
"About?"
"About DID and trying to take some medication to repress this other identity. Problem is. Everytime we fight, we end up screaming or I black out and things get worse. Right now I'm told they don't like each other."
"Hm. I would expect since she's a doctor she might at least know there's no medication to just rid the identity or anything. This sticks with you forever. I don't mean to scare you but once you get the hang of it, it won't always be this stressful."
"I think she knows that and that's why she's angry. But if we can't come to an agreement then how do we get past it? And what makes it worse is my identity has taken a very serious liking to Devine."
"Hm..Do you think that she could be jealous about that?"
"What you mean? She was pissed about being scared of what Ezarai could do." I scrunched my face.
"When we first figured out what was going on..what situation had taken place?" Dr. Sting sat back.
"Ezarai had just killed someone for Devine. Oh.."
"Could she be more jealous than anything?"
"Nahh" I shook my head shutting that down immediately.
