I lean upwards towards his ear breathing softly. "you're mean." I murmur as I swallow a whine he clearly heard. His devilish smirk appears "No" he shakes his head "This is mean" he pinches my nipple in the hand that's covering my nipples I whimper...
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Colin claps his hands as we start the photo session. I lower my eyes. "I wear more clothes when I bathe." Jake murmurs I can feel the shame on my face when I catch myself in the mirror I look so stupid I'm suppose to be a hot clown this shit looks fucking cheap what kinda weirdos are into this. Colin does the lighting he's got 15 years on me in his mid thirties for sure.
He definitely stared at Jake too long and Jake's much younger than I am. He just doesn't act like it. if he's barely legal. But I don't know him that well he does not come off as someone who would have a boring name like Jake.
I can see the shame on Jake's face we're all young and attractive enough that people will pay to see us on a cover of some pornographic magazine made to please a certain group of people. It's humbling. I try to rationalize before I get here so that way I don't go through the tears like the first couple of weeks. I sometimes do naked photos but that's when I was really struggling to make rent.
An hour or so later Reece is handing me an envelope full of hundreds. I'm grateful it's over. I change pulling off All that shitty material putting on my clothes. I scrub my face clean of makeup and any trace of it. I made it to my car. It ended 40 minutes early. I look at the address Colten gave me.
I open it without a trace of regret.
I punch it in Coltens car I'm using. Prepared to cure my daddy issues by finally meeting my father. I'm so very anxious. But I'm working through it.
I pull up at the building. It's messy and a piece of shit but grand it's large and all brick something out of a horror movie and I quite regret being here. This is how girls end up dead.
I get out of the car, nobody else is on this street, just a big old house. The grass is dead and I can't believe he lives here.
With ominous signs, I've never been in this area before I grabbed a stun gun.
Putting it in my purse I call Colten because I'm wairy and I feel stupid as fuck standing in an empty scary area. I got his voicemail.
I call again buttoning up my coat. "Hello." His hot voice is very low "I'm outside of daddy dearest home I was just wondering do I knock on that scary door or stand here waiting for a wardrobe?"
"What?" His voice holds little amusement but much confusion "'The lion the witch and the wa- you know what not important I used the address I'm outside and I'm really frightened." I speak rather loudly as if I'm the only person here.
"By yourself?" "no I've got the Brady bunch in the car yes by myself." I add humor to my tone trying to relax. "I should try again during the day."
"huh I can be impulsive and inpatient" "you?" "Why do you keep questioning everything!" I snapped at Katerina. If you drove all the way over there you might as well knock. I've got men there watching him.
"Spying?" I say in a soft whisper "the abandoned car at the fucked up stop sign" I turn my head looking t the beat up car it's red and the lights are busted I don't see a man oh wait yes I do.
That's not creepy at all. Man, I really didn't notice him. He snorts "you don't notice anything " he hints "What are you insinuating?"
"I've had you followed for the past couple of days and you haven't noticed."
"What" I say my tone deeper than usual. "The fuck." I add "you had me follow why?"
"I was concerned that you were-" "I have to go." I say hanging up as I watch the door open a tall man with glasses comes out he's really tall buff I mean he was in prison.
I watch the tattoos wrapped around his caff. He has dark curly hair and a complexion similar to mine. "Oh boy" I exhale, that's him.
I get back in the car. Trying to be okay. I get back out and he's standing there right in front of me "hi." I stutter and tilt my head to the side. "You look like your mom." Is the first thing he says to me.
I lower my lips "you know who I am ? I mean you've seen me before? did you-"
"I've seen you in magazines, you kept my last name." He says explaining I open my mouth then shut it. shit. im speechless but theres a question on the tip of my tongue.
"Can I ask you something why did you leave?"
Dummy. Asking questions you don't want the answers to.
