I lean upwards towards his ear breathing softly. "you're mean." I murmur as I swallow a whine he clearly heard. His devilish smirk appears "No" he shakes his head "This is mean" he pinches my nipple in the hand that's covering my nipples I whimper...
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"Why do you make it so hard?" I ask genuinely tears building in my eyes.
"What?" He hisses venom in his harsh tone.
My it was rhetorical but I answered regardless. "Loving you!" I yell partially like it's obvious. I dropped a bomb a big one no one was ready for. I wasn't even ready for it. His facial expression goes unreadable. Im so fucking stupid. my lips tremble all he does is make you fucking cry Katerina that's not love your feeling that's hatred your confusing yourself. I don't know what I'm feeling but it's overwhelming and too much.
Colten let's out a humorless laugh.tears burning my eyes
I care and worry about him too much I think about more than anything else.
"You don't love me." He murmurs putting his hand right beside my head leaning against the wall. I scarf sniffling slightly he leans down to my ear pushing my hair behind my ear. "your not that stupid." He whispers tingles vibrate although my body my lips part making a quiet noise. I think I do I don't know it's confusing my brain what I feel for him it's to hard to ignore.
"You shouldn't love me." he raises his voice I step closer "and what if I do." I'm not that scared of Colten I should be he lets me get away with a lot since 'I'm his property' he yanks the gun out ohh now he's scary.
"If your supposed to be so scary hit me hurt me. Make me scream cry kill me." I request he grabs his gun holding it too my face "do your worst be the blue devil who destroys everything he touches cause you've touched all over me." His hands shake. I'm tainted and ruined and recked I'm worthless now all the fun had been taken out the batteries don't work and it's nonrefundable. I walk up putting the gun right at my forehead he looks like he's having an internal war inside his head he drops the gun to the floor I step forward.
His hand wraps around my throat he grabs my throat pinning me against the wall. I gasp I look up at him my head tilted back he squeezes my throat dry. I can't breath. "am I hurting you now?" He whispers my breaths gets heavy becoming nonexistent. He watches my eyes gloss up. I stare in his eyes his lips brush against mine but we're not kissing I nod my head and slowly never breaking eye contact his Grey eyes flicker to my lips my hands stay at my side.Even as I feel my head getting dizzy from lack of oxygen. My vision gets blurry .
Another 15 seconds go by and I'm gonna pass out.
My hands wrap around his as my eyes gloss. He squeezes tighter my head feels like it's ran out of air. And it's gonna explode.
"Good." He pushes me harder against the wall. Loosening his grip. I frown he wants me to be afraid of him. "You are going to ruin yourself without me even trying." He mumbles two tears slide down my cheeks. I try to loosen his grip letting go of my throat. I attempt to talk but I can't. I start coughing trying to breathe properly.
He drops me his head dips as I fall down trying to breath but his hands clamps around my waist. As he sets me down slowly He walks away leaving me alone.
