Without you - Nikki Sixx fan fiction

Ch19 The wrong kind of people

****All warnings apply still I will try to mark the smut and violence but if I don't just know I put all the warnings up here.

Beth- After I posed Larry was wanting to take me out and show me
off. The pictures got great business for me and Jenna's store. I
started drinking like crazy trying to drown my sorrows. I was happy
yet at the same time with the Crue all over the place I couldn't
escape Nikki.

Everywhere I went I seen him. Weather it was on TV or at a few
little social party's Larry threw. At one of those parties I meet
Heather Locker and we became quick friends. She was one of those
people that had a bubble personality. Anytime that Motley was in
town they'd show up at a party.

If there was a party going on they'd find it. I'd seen Nikki off in
a corner by himself sometimes. He looked like shit. He'd be
practally propped up by someone. Then a girl would go over to him and
it would look like they would practally rape him cause he'd just lay
there with his shades on.

I'm just as bad with dates as Nikki so I don't really remember when
it was. I believe it was now somewhere when they did the Theater tour which was breaking out big time. I had just spent sometime in Idaho with
Larry and Nichals. Even though Larry and I never did anything but
hold hands, have dinner a few times he never tried anything with me.

He had been handicapped from a shouting and he had just lost his
wife. She had committee suicide. He took me to Idaho when things
started getting hectic and I wanted to see Nikki's grandparents.
Which I heard his grandmother was sick. They got to see and spend
time with Nichals for the first time. When she died I couldn't believe
Nikki didn't make it to the funeral.

I was really tempted to go over and give him a piece of my mind but
he looked like he was beating his own ass. As I said he just laid
there not moving. Only moving to take some drugs someone offered
him. Larry rolled up to me and pulled me in his lap. "Hey baby.
Enjoying yourself?"

"Yeah." He seen where my eyes were.

"What's a matter?"

"That's my ex." He looked at me and then looked at Nikki.

"Your kidding right?" I shock my head at him. "I think you've had
enough to drink tonight." I had told Larry everything and we were
getting really close. I liked him because I could feel free around him.
He let me do whatever I wanted. I was feeling like a new
woman. "Want to call it a night?" He was almost like my sugar daddy.

"Larry you spoil me to much."

"You deserve it baby. Now why don't my little sex kitten go up to
the bedroom? I got a surprise waiting for you. I'll make sure the
rest of our guest go to the next party."

"Larry I'm not sure if I'm ready."

"Oh you'll be ready baby trust me. Now scot." He patted my ass when
I got up. I seen him roll up to Nikki. I was scared and my heart was
pounding a mile a minute. I never had anyone other then Nikki but I
found myself strangely attracted to Larry. He was sweat and kind and
since I started working with him he was showering me and Nichals with
gifts.

**Some smut

I also told him he didn't have to but he'd say he wanted to make me
feel special. When I got up to the bedroom, he had a sexy black teddy
sitting on the bed with a white rose on it. I was feeling really
horney. I put it on and laid on the bed on my stomach. I heard the
door open and I hadn't really been drinking that much. I was cutting
back when I started seeing myself in the mirror and when I almost
went off on Nichals.

I didn't hear anything else. I felt the petals from the rose slowly
go down my back. Then I felt him kiss my ass as he got on the bed. I
found it odd I didn't hear him wheel in and how he got on the bed.
He started planting kisses on my legs. I went to turn around and he
smack my ass.

"Up on your knees." It was Nikki's voice. "No talking and no looking
unless I tell you to. Now up on your knees or I'll spank you." I got
on my knees feeling really scared at the way he sounded yet turned
on. He ran his hands down my body paying attention to my ass with
his tongue and my breast with his hands.

I had my face some what in the pillow. He started smacking my ass
and then massaging it dipping his fingers into my g-string rubbing
my clit between them. "I think you been a bad girl and need to be
punished. What do you think? Go on you can answer me now."

"I think your high and you can go to hell."

He smacked my ass real hard about five times. *Smack, smack, smack,
smack, smack. Each time bring his hand way back and then smacking me
hard. Then he ripped the underwear off and licked my sore checks
rubbing them with his ruff hands. I heard the door open again and
Larry's wheelchair. "Feel how wet she is Larry." I felt Nikki get
off the bed.