Without you - Nikki Sixx fan fiction

Ch106 Meeting Tracii/Making up

***********ALL WARNINGS APPLY

Nikki- When Friday came I kept the kids out of school for Tommy's
dad's funeral. To me he was like a step father even though I did try
to sleep with Tommy's mom. I spent the first part of the morning on
the phone with Robbie, Mick's girlfriend. "What do you mean he won't speak to me? What?
What ever man." I slammed the phone down and then start to try to
find my keys. Beth came walking in putting some earnings in her
ears. She was in her black witches dress. It looked weird on her but
kind of sexy. "Baby....never mind found them." I said finding the
keys under some papers.

"Robbie still being a bitch?" She asked.

"Yeah. She claims he can't turn his head and shit plus he's still
pissed at me for the crap I pulled during New Tattoo and during
parts of the Greatest hits tour. Oh well. You look sexy in that
especially pregnant."

"Mm you think I look sexy in anything. I think you do too." I had my
black pin striped suit on. The kids were all dressed and ready to go
in the SUV. We got to the funeral home and hugged Tommy and his
mother. We hugged Vince and Beth looked at Tommy. "Where's Pam? I
thought she would be here for this."

"I asked her not to come. I didn't want the fucking media here.
Heather's here though she just came in the door with Ava." We looked
at the door and then I looked at Beth who had this big grin on her
face.

"What are you up to woman?" I said pulling her aside.

"Nothing. Its just don't you think its strange how fast Richie got
her pregnant and how Ave looks nothing like him. How she looks a
little like Athena?" I looked at Tommy's sister Athena. Since
Tommy's dad use to be in the military he was getting a military
funeral.

"You two aren't gossiping over here are you?" Tommy asked when he
came over to us. Beth just smiled. Vince and Tommy had hugged and
put their differences aside for the day.

"No. I was just asking Nikki if he was going to be alright in a room
alone with his mother."

I looked at her "And I said we'd be fine. So have you finished your
solo album yet?" I put my arm around him and we sat up front. Tommy
looked back at Beth who was talking to Heather.

"Almost done. God you don't think she's still trying to get us back
together do you? Or that their talking about how lame I was in bed.
God I don't know what's fucking wrong with me. I can't seem to keep
it up as long as I use to. Plus I don't see Heather divorcing
Richie. We're friends and that's they way I like it. I wish Pam
would be like that. She's taking me to court. Oh you remember Mayte
Prince's ex wife?"

"Vaguely why? Little hint about that problem of yours stop jacking
off so much and you won't have it, oh and get rid of the damn Viagra.
Shit dude it should happen naturally and if you can't then I don't
think your with the right woman. You think I take Viagra." Sometimes
when Tommy and I get together its like we talk in circles or talk in
away that confuses people.

"Hello Nikki." I jumped sky high when I heard this familiar voice
that belonged to none other then Vanity my ex. Of course she change
her name to Christy or something. She stood there with Mayte who
said,

"I'm Mayte. You must be Nikki." I stood there with my hand on my
chest staring at Vanity remembering a night I blew holes in her
stereo because I thought it was talking to me.

"I see you got off drugs finally." She said and Beth had came over
to us.

"Baby you ok you look pale." She said rubbing her stomach and Vanity
cut her a look. "Hi I'm Nikki's wife. You must be Mayte." She said
putting her hand out trying to be friendly.

"Nikki's fine. Come on bro lets go get a smoke in really quick."
Tommy put his arm around me and we went outside. "She's just here
with Mayte so chill out. She's not going to start anything."

"Dude I just spent half the summer trying to make things up with
Beth. I don't need past girlfriends showing up and making it worst."

"Chill. I already talked to her man. I told her if she came that she
was to behave like the christen she claims she is. I'm going to ask
you something dude and I want the truth from you. Did Heather tell
you or Beth that she had a mischarge by me?" I didn't know how to
answer him. I was sworn to secrecy by Heather and Beth both on
it. "Uh-uh that's what I thought. It slipped out of her mouth one
day but she denied it. Doesn't mater I have my boys."

I sighed and this just slipped right out of my mouth. "Good because
I would of fucking killed you if Beth didn't miscarry." I slapped my
mouth and he dropped his cigarette. "I mean I would of killed you if
you got her pregnant. I didn't say that first part."

"Yes you did I'm not stupid Nikki. When and I'll pretend I never
heard you say it."

"She lost it when she was in Idaho before you showed up. I know
because Nichals told me that was one reason he kicked your ass."

"Ok whatever. I don't know what your talking about. Like I said I
have my boys and I don't care if I have to drag that media cry baby
bitch through the fucking mud those boys are half mine." We went in
and Vanity was talking to Beth and Stormy both.

"Uh Vanity we're going to take our seats." I took Beth and Stormy
and we sat down again. We were sitting behind Tommy. I looked around
hoping to see Mick but no sign of him. As I said before Vince was
there.

"So that's Vanity huh?" Beth said softly with the big smile on her
face.

"Shut up." I said smacking her lightly on the leg. We all broke down
and cried when Tommy's mom started crying. Tommy took the folded
flag and handed it to his mother. I held Beth to me trying to make
sure she wouldn't get to upset. I popped off to her "Don't worry
baby I plan on dying after you do." It got her to laugh and she
smacked me on the arm.

I made our apologies to Tommy to go home. I didn't want Beth staying
after the funeral putting to much stress on her. I hugged
Tommy. "Thanks for coming bro. It means a lot to me. As soon as I'm
done I'll drop a copy in your mail box. I expect the same from you
bro. Don't think I don't know about the band you're putting together
with Tracii Guns." Tommy said.