Without you - Nikki Sixx fan fiction

Ch78 Finding out a secret

*****ALL WARNINGS APPLY. I'm not sure if I should do this chapter or not. This one is a nightmare followed by being there for Vince.

Nikki- Not much happened after that. Expect me having nightmares
about hell and stuff. Here's how some of that went: 'Elizabeth came
into the studio we weren't doing anything because of Tommy again. He
was up Pam's ass both in the dream and in real life. I was getting
tired of Pam coming to the studio all the time when my wife had to
be all caged up at the house. She wanted to wait till she was done
nursing the twins which mind you is not easy to nurse twins.

Even though she could run everything from the house she wanted to
work with her hands. I don't blame her. With Electra being a pain in
the ass bills started piling up. So in the dream Beth came in the
studio about the third week or so in October which was when we really
started trying to do things for Generation Swine. Anyway she came in
furious as hell that I had been hiding the bills from her. I never
wanted help it was my responsibility to take care of things.

Small note for real life I made Beth take out those stupid implants
before she got pregnant with the twins. Back to the dream here, she
was in those jeans of hers the ones with the rips in them. This
tight hustler t-shirt that had the year she posed on it. (Never nude
by the way) Bill in one hand and a card in the other hand.

"Nikki if you didn't have the money to pay for this why didn't you
just take the money out of my account?" She said.

"I closed those accounts out. You know that." I said.

"Well, I fucking opened them up again." She said.

"Why did you do that for?" I said.

"Because it's my money and you're just going to let it fucking sit in
your safe and collect dust while all these bills go unpaid."

"It's my responsibility to pay for them Elizabeth."

"What happened to fifty-fifty Nick? I never done anything to screw
you over. Now if you need the money take my card and use it. Stop
fucking trying to max out your credit cards."

"You finished? Is that all you came here for was to chew me out?
Where's the twins?"

"I dropped them off at the day care for a little so I could get
something's done. Like shop for food and shit. Plus I'm really
getting sick of being in the damn house. You heard from Randy yet?"
She said sitting on top of the sound board in front of me and
putting her feet in between my legs on the chair I was sitting in.
Vince was sitting next to me trying not to stare at her and I notice
her nipples were on high beam because she was leaking a little bit
of milk.

Mick, Tommy and Scot were on the other side playing and we were
listing but when she sat on the board she turned it off so couldn't
hear them anymore. "I see what your problem is. You think I'm not
paying attention to you. Well, you have my attention now. I'm all
ears and no I haven't heard from Randy yet."

"No, I've been in that house for to fucking long only going out for
classes. Yes, I miss my big teddy bear at night but what can I do but
please myself."

Vince cleared his throat because she was being all seductive with
this lollipop she had and Scot was banging on the window. "Hey that
equipment cost a lot of money. Don't break it again." He yelled. I
seen Tommy throw his sticks up and came into the room.

"What the fuck man? We're working. Elizabeth why don't you go home
and take care of your kids we're fucking working here? This isn't a
place for fun and games. Pammy's not allowed here anymore and
neither is she. Go home and do your job."

Before one of us could say anything Vince jumped up. "Don't talk to
my sister like that she's not some fucking house wife or slave.
She's not going to fetch your slippers like some fucking dog. She's
my sister and she's a fashion designer. She's put food on your
plate, in your belly, a roof over your head and what do you do? You
fucking get wasted because you can't go home and face that screaming
baby you purposely made with her on prom night. I use to like you
but you've turned into a fucking asshole."

Tommy stood there with this confused look on his face. While Beth
and I sat there, she had got into my lap when Vince was yelling and
this is where the hell part came from. "Uh Vince what the fuck are
you smoking? Last time I checked your sister's name was Valery."