Without you - Nikki Sixx fan fiction

Ch136 Nikki views the tape

**********ALL WARNINGS APPLY Smut with a little bit of a twist here.

Nikki- After Beth left, I had to find out what was on that tape. I
jumped on Tommy's bus and heard him talking to Desmond child or
whatever his stupid name was. I found his camera and I took it off
the self. "Hold on Desmond. If you're looking for the tape Vinnie has
it on his bus hooked up to his VCR." I put the camera down after I
opened it to double check.

I looked at him seeing he was messing with his computer and his
camera guy pointed the camera at me. The bus started moving. "Shit."
I ran up. "Stop." They stopped and I jumped off the bus. I got in
front of Vince's bus and then got on it. They started to pull out
and I found Vince in the back putting the tape in. "Woo give me the
remote Vinnie. I never watched your porn flick. Not that I need to."

He smiled at me and handed me the remote. He got up and went to the
back. I sat lighting a smoke and watched the tape. I fast forward to
the part that I blacked out and pressed play. Now I know I blacked on
Beth quit a few times in the past, but that was always because I was
high. Anyway, when she bit into my neck my nails dug into her
shoulder as I thrusted into her hard. "AHH." I moaned real loud
growling and suddenly the lights from the pool grew brighter and
brighter making Beth and me in a bright light now.

"Uh Nikki." She screamed loudly as I thrusting into her all you could
see was a ball of bright light as I moaned louder and growled
louder. So, it sounded like an animal call almost. The screen
suddenly scrambled and I head Tommy whisper,

"Holy shit. What's that?"

"Shh." I heard Vince on the tape. I heard a cracking noise as the
light grew brighter and then a loud bang and the screen went blank
for about five seconds. "What the fuck?" I heard Vince whisper. "I
can't see. Did they kill each other?"

"Shh." Tommy whispered.

"AH!!" I moaned loudly and the screen was still dark.

"I think they blew the fucking power dude. How did they do that?" I
heard Tommy.

"Shut up man." Vince whispered. "I'm going to knock your teeth in if
he catches us. They're still going at it. Damn. Is he taking Viagra?"

"I don't know dude, but it sounds like there fucking killing each
other."

"Shh."

"UH GOD. UH LIZ." I yelled and suddenly all I could hear was this
odd animal sound from me, smacking and Beth. That was all you could
hear for about 20 minutes or so. Still no lights.

"AH NIKKI!!!" Beth hollered. "FUCK. UH FUCK ME." She said in a
growl and voice that almost wasn't her's. I heard smacking again.

"Vince where did you go?" I heard Tommy.

"Shut up." Vince whispered. "Shit." I seen the camera light came on
and it shinned on Beth's foot up close. "Nikki." All I heard was a
deep growl and Beth moan softly. The light went up her leg and have
you seen that scene in Dracula where he was the beast on top of that
girl and all well that's what you seen as the camera panned up
shacking a little.

"OH SHIT." Tommy and Vince yelled when the beast turned its head to
the camera and roared almost like a lion. I seen them ran out with
the camera still on and they ran outside. The camera showed Tommy
sort of in front of it.

"What the fuck was that?"

"I don't know man but that was some fucked up shit. There's no way
that was fucking Nikki man. No one's ever going to believe this. Did
you fucking see him? Damn it's no wonder Beth never leaves his ass.
He was fucking hung. I'm telling you that thing had a fucking bigger
dick then Mick."

"No fucking way. Give me that camera." Tommy grabbed the camera and
it went off. Then came back on back inside with the camera light on
us again. This time there was no beast and Beth was riding me. Tommy
panned the camera down her back tattoos which I had my nails
digging into. My hands went to her ass lifting her up. "Oh yeah.
That's it Nikki a little higher."

"Mm ride me baby." I said softly.

"Yeah ride him baby."

"Uh god. Tommy's still here." She said stopping just right so that
the camera shinned on my dick and her pussy.

"T-bone what the fuck you doing man?"

"Uh left my shorts in here dude and the power went out. Sorry man."
I seen the camera go back outside and Tommy handed it to
Vince. "Dude I think you were seeing shit. His damn dick isn't
bigger than Mick's fuck. You better burn that tape man. He finds out
we taped him and it's your ass dude not mine." The camera went off
and I sat there with the cigarette hanging out of my mouth in shock
of what I seen.

I been told by Beth and a few other women that when I got animal on
them they really meant it. I never believe it till just then. There
was only one time I had felt that strange animal in me was the night
we conceived Stormy and back then I was on all sorts of drugs. I
took the tape and went to the back with it in my hands. "Why did you
fucking film us on tape man? That is just fucking sick and an
invasion of my privacy. Dude, I don't go around trying to fucking
tape your fucking ass."

He shrugged. "You better not of made any fucking copies of this." I
said.

"Dude even if I did no would fucking believe anything they seen was
real or even you. I mean you fucked turned into some damn
wearbeast." I growled at him and he backed off from me. "Chill
that's the only copy I swear it and I wasn't going to watch it
expect what you just watched." I looked at him. After a while of
opening the tape and pulling it I burned the film as I pulled it
out. Vince sat at the little table he had on the bus. "I'm sorry. It
started out as a prank Nikki. Do you cum more I mean after you had
your vasectomy and all?"

I held the burning tape over the ashtray. "Just a little bit more.
Your aim is a hell of lot better and no I'm not taking fucking
Viagra. She just has this way of making me want her more and more.
And when she's not sick or sore from those treatments I'm going to
take full advantage of her. She asked if she could play out this
fantasize she has but I don't know. I still haven't decided anything
on it."

"May I ask what?" I looked at Vince dropping the burning tape. "I
swear we didn't make copies Nick."

"She wants to have all four of us." He raised an eyebrow up at me.

"All four of us. Oh man. She wouldn't handle all four of us at once.
Plus, we never done anything like that. It was always two or three of
us at once with a girl."

"I know." And then we both said at the sametime that I didn't like
to share. I laughed and said, "Yeah but I know one thing. I'd
personally, would love to see her wear your fucking ass out just to
prove she could handle a lot more then you fucking think. Besides it
wouldn't be a true five some because I know none of us would touch
each other. It would all be focused on her. I'm telling you man
after what she did to me after Randy's funeral you and T wouldn't
survive."

"What did she do?" I smiled real big remembering how she whipped my
dick.

"I'm not telling you." After that, things went back to touring and I
was back to sitting on pins and needles when Beth went to Paris with
Frankie.