Without you - Nikki Sixx fan fiction

Ch124 Stormy turns 17

*********ALL WARNINGS APPLY. This chapter has a big warning

Nikki- When we did the first announcement for Motley it turned out
bigger then we all thought it would. I had Stormy, Ryan, Frankie and
the twins all with me when we did the press stuff on December 6. I told
Alan I wasn't going far until I knew for sure Mick was ok and Beth
was ok. It seemed as we went into December, Beth grew weaker and with
her as thin as Mick and her hair falling out even more she wouldn't
get out of the house.

Having a baby to make a small fuss over had her a little happy. She
was also planning Stormy's birthday which I was dreading. Stormy
would be 17 and I had told her she could date when she turned 17. I
almost missed her 16th birthday but that was when I took her to her
first concert. After we had the press thing we were going to play
and it was going to be broad casted live on the Larry King show.

We were in New York and I was keeping myself busy with the twins to
take my mind of things. I was so nervous and I didn't want Stormy's
birthday to come. She had just got her braces off and god everytime
I looked at her I seen Beth with that punky sexy look going on. "Hey
Sixx. I feel like you've been avoiding me. If I did anything wrong
man I'm sorry. I just thought that after Bora Bora and all it was
best I just stayed out of yours and Beth's lives man. I fell like
everyone around me knows some big secret."

I looked at Stormy never taking my eyes off her when I seen her
talking to some boy at the stage door. She kept putting her hair
behind her ear and smiling. "I was a little upset you put Beth in
your book..."

"I had it taken out dude. The copy you had was a rough draft and I
decided to take it out." When the boy turned his head to me I
realized who he was.

"Son of a bitch." I said and jumped up. "Storm go see if you can
find your sister. I think she's with Josie." Stormy stood up and
left. I looked at him and he stood up smiling.

"Uh hey Uncle Nikki."

"Don't hey Uncle Nikki me. I think if you're trying to fill your
father's shoes you have a lot of filling to do. Stay away from my
girls Neil Wharton."

He held his hands up. "Woo Nikki chill man. I seen some roadie
giving her shit so I defended her and we were only talking man. I
have a steady girlfriend now. As a matter of fact we're engaged." I
looked at him and if I had flames coming out of my eyes one would
sure as hell seem them there. I grabbed a bat I had sitting there
and headed to the hall.

Tommy and Vince jumped up and was hot on my trail trying to figure
out what I was up to with the bat. "Josie you in the dressing room
with my girls." I said near the dressing room.

"Uh just Frankie, Nikki. Why?" I heard a scream near the back door
and I kicked it open. All I remembered was Stormy screaming for help
and whacking the roadie with the bat.

After that I blacked out. When I actually calmed down I was on the
stage playing. Vince put his arm around me and leaned over to
me. "You ok?" He whispered and I shock my head seeing the kids by
the stage with Neil and two other girls. We only did a few songs
that night. When I came off I took Stormy to the dressing room.

Everyone followed. Vince put his arm around Stormy and said "Dude
she didn't do anything wrong. Just calm down Nikki."

"I'm calm Vinnie. Please take everyone out. I want a word with my
daughter in private." Vince looked at me and he took everyone
out. "I'm sorry baby girl. I...." I fell on my knees in front of her
crying a little. "I just don't want anyone to hurt you" I said
sobbing.

"Daddy don't cry. Daddy. Daddy." She got down on the floor with
me. "I'm glad I have a dad that will try to protect me from guys
like that roadie. All I did was come in and he stopped me. He didn't
believe I was related to you. Then Neil showed up. When I went to
find Frankie he grabbed me and pulled me outside. Dad if you didn't
come out when you did there's no telling what he might of done to
me."

"All I remember was you screaming and me whacking him."

"Well you got a few wakes in. One to the stomach and on to the balls
before Uncle Vin and Tommy grabbed the bat from you and had the cops
take him out. They pretty much calmed you down by putting your base
in your hands." I looked at her and she wiped my face. "Daddy I'm in
no hurry to date and when I do find a guy I want to date I promise
you'll be the first to know. But I'd like for you to trust my judgments."

I smiled at her and pulled her to me. "Oh god baby. You know I'll
always love you just promise you won't date any rock stars."

"No rock stars I promise." She kissed me on the check and after that
if we went anywhere and the kids were with me they would be at my
side or in the meet and greet rooms if they weren't with Beth or
someone I trusted in the group to keep an eye on them.

That night as I sat there on the bus the kids were all sleeping. I
looked at my cell and called Beth. When she picked up she sounded
tired. "Did I wake you?"

"No. I been up all night with Starry. Was watching the Larry King
show. The magic's diffidently back. You looked a little crazy up
there."

"Mm I uh was mad man. I uh..."

"Your always a mad man what else is new. Mick looked good. You all
looked so happy. God I can't believe its been six years already."

"Yeah. Baby I don't think I should have the girls with me. Not alone
anyway."

"Some guy made a pass at Storm?"

"Not really. A roadie decided to take it upon himself to um try
something with her. He didn't believe she was related to me."

"Mm let me guess you nearly killed the guy?"

"Yeah." I said putting my hands on my head.

"So go gather up the crew for those that are new and show them
pictures of the family that way everyone knows who's who. How bad
did you beat him?"

"Whacked him in the nuts with the bat."

"Ow. You staying in New York long?"

"No we were suppose to play at the whiskey but the fans got word of
it so we're going to have some big show there on sun set. Just set
up a stage in the middle of the street and have a fucking block
party."

"Everytime I see you with that eye liner and nail polish on I think
of the prom." She said and she stared couching.

"Why don't you see if Ceci will take Starry for a few days and you
get some sleep?"

"I'm fine. She's asleep. I think I just miss my big teddy bear at
night."

"I miss you to baby."

"Don't forget Stormy and Ryan took self defense classes so don't be
so quick to defend them all the time. We're not going always going
to be around."

"I know baby. I got to go there's a knock on the door to let me know
we're ready to go. I'll see you soon and baby please get some sleep."

"Mm I'll sleep when you do." I made a kissing sound "I love you."

"Love you too baby." I went to the door and opened it. Tommy was
standing there with roses in his hands and a large bottle of Jagger.

"I'm sorry I cheated on you and lied to you. What you say spilt this
with me for old times sakes before we get on the jet? Please forgive
me." I looked at him.

"You know I don't drink anymore. I swore to Beth that I'd never
drink again. What you need to do is go make up with Vinnie."

"Oh but your my twin dude. Your like been my wife for 20 something
years."

I laughed "Yeah will we're divorced now Tommy because your mean when
your drink." He laughed.

"Come on dude. Just between the three of us. I won't tell Beth."