Baby - Bellamy Blake

SIXTY - TWO

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Reaching mount weathers, all the memories there were rushed back to Freya. Everything that had happened to all the people that once roamed the halls. The emptiness of the halls created a silent sadness to the pregnant girl as she wandered around aimlessly.

Abby and Jackson had rushed off the help nyko the second they had gotten there. Jasper had walked off somewhere, probably to mourn Maya again.

Freya felt bad for the boy, but felt as though he was allowing the death of the girl slow him down. She wanted to be there for him, but she had her own problems to deal with.

So with the thought of the boy on her mind, Freya went to go search for him. As she walked, she reminisced the words that Bellamy gave to her when she was in a fountain of sorrow of her own. She understood the pain that Jasper was feeling so she felt she needed to go out on a limb to help him out. Even if he had the entire camp helping him.

Finding the boy, Freya faltered at the sight of Jasper and Octavia. Shifting she leaned her weight on an art shelf, watching as the Blake sister talked with Jasper. Their talk was small before Octavia stood and walked in Freya's direction.

" He's mourning " Octavia said to Freya when she spotted her. " Maybe he'll listen to you since you know, you lost someone you loved too " Octavia suggested before leaving.

Freya pushed off the shelf and walked closer to Jasper. His head looked up at the sound of her steps and a scowl took form on his face. Freya slowly sat down beside him, her legs kinda apart for room for her large stomach to rest in between them.

" What's going on Jasp? " Freya looked at him. She didn't really know how to approach the situation like most did. It was always Bellamy starting the conversation when something was wrong.

" you know exactly what's going on. " Jasper scowled.

" Why are you always so angry at me? " Freya continued to throw questions in the air. The Winchester girl never liked when someone was mad and upset with her. It always made her stomach unsettled thinking she had to walk on egg shells when around them.

" You were there " Jasper mumbled, his eyes moving to the painting. Freya's eyes followed his and increasingly softened at the painting in the frame " You were there when she was killed "

Freya's eyes snapped to Jasper's face with shock in every corner of her grey iris's. His words were like a confusion lightbulb that was aching to explode with answers. While her eyes searched his face for any answers, his laid on the painting sprawled in front of him.

" What are you saying Jasper. We were all the- "

" It was your fault! " Jasper yelled cutting her off. His head turned to look at her, seeing the shock and surprise written in English on her face. His words cut through her throat to the point she couldn't find any words.

" If you hadn't gone with Maya, you wouldn't have been caught " Jasper gritted out. Tears filled her eyes as she looked at Jasper, feeling his words at the depths of her throat.

" Jasp-"

" Don't call me that! " Jasper punched the floor making Freya jump. " Bellamy pulled the lever cause of you! That stupid baby got through his head and he killed Maya! " Jasper continued to shout

" That wasn't my fault Jasper! "

" Of course it is. If you guys would have been safe there wouldn't be a baby. And without the baby maya would have still been alive! " Tears were now flowing down Freya's face as Jasper panted in anger.

" He pulled the lever to save you, Winchester! To save you and that precious little baby of yours " Jasper gritted out, his eyes drifting to Freya's stomach where she placed a protective hand on top.

" You're not thinking straight, Jasper " Freya mumbled out. She wanted to believe he wasn't thinking straight, even if he really was.

" Of course I am. I thought about this whole situation for weeks " Jasper menacingly laughed.

" No! You're in pain Jasper and that's okay. Everyone is in pa- "

" Do not lecture me! " Jasper shouted, digging his hands into his hair. Freya lifted onto her knees and tugged Jasper into a hug. He fought against her hold but she held onto him tighter. Eventually he gave up and went limp into her arms, sobbing.

" We all have demons Jasper. You're just holding onto them. It's okay to let them go. You don't deserve the pain that they carry. No one does " Freya mumbled. Her chin on his head as he clutched his arms around her tightly.

" I'm so sorry " Jasper sobbed.

" It's alright. You just needed someone to let the anger out. I understand " even though tears were in Freya's eyes, she still spoke strongly.

Jasper continued to sob into Freyas shoulder as she held him tighter. His sobs shook his shoulder and his vibrations went through Freya's own body.

When he had calmed down he leaned back and stared at her. His eyes were filled with regret and sorrow. Freya was upset by his words, but she knew better then to let him see how much it impacted her. With the feeling he was having already, he didn't need to know how much his words created a hole in Freya's heart.

" I'm sorry, Freya. " Freya slumped against the other shelf.

" Jasper... I know exactly what your going through but it's no excuse to take it out on other people. You have so many people here for you, but your pushing them away. It's not fair for us " Freya said, her eyes softening once again

" How can I prove that Im so sorry " Jasper asked. His eyes looking at her almost pleadingly

" Be my baby's godfather " Freya suggested. His eyes looked at her with a gleem to them. " Show them the strength that you have. Show them how to survive in a world like this " Freya placed a hand on her stomach as if to emphasize her wording.

Jasper thought it over for a few minutes. His mind raced with her wording. He didn't know if he was mentally stable to help raise a child, much less be a godfather. He also knew that if Freya was offering, then she must really trust him.

" I'll be the godfather " Jasper spoke. Freya jumped up and wrapped her arms around him with a loud laugh. Jasper smiled as he wrapped his arms around her body, glad he was given the offer.

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- Jayme