HIS MISTAKE(2nd BOOK) | 18+ BL(BOYS LOVE)

NINETY TWO : NICK

After we made love for so many times,he fell asleep.
I tug him tightly in my arms,against my chest as I kiss his head for the millionth time.
I don't seem to stop,I just want him to be in my arms like this.
I'm watching a movie as slowly I fell asleep too,his kiss made me wake up,it's already evening.
"You are in my arms",I whisper.
"You are too",he says as he smiles.
I crash my lips to him tightly.
"Let's go on a date on day after tomorrow",I tell him and he goes still.
My heart aches as I tug him closer.
"A real date,like the way you want",I whisper as he nods awkwardly and slips out of my arms.
"Warren?",
"Hmm?",
"You don't want it?",my voice breaks as I ask him.
"I.....I want it but I'm not sure if it's going to be how I want",he says as he turns back.
I got up and I tug him against my chest.
"It's going to be just the way you want,I promise",I say as he leaves my arms and goes upstairs completely limping.

He doesn't trust me yet,I have to make efforts.
We had dinner and we both went to sleep but all night I couldn't sleep,my mind is a mess right now,the thought of him disappearing on me while I sleep is scaring the shit out of me so I tugged him against me as I just stared at him for hours and hours.

I don't even remember falling asleep but when I woke up,it's already morning and my arms are empty,I immediately got up and checked the bathroom but he is not here.
My tears appear again as I checked the other rooms and bathrooms but he is nowhere.
"I shouldn't have slept,I shouldn't have slept,why the fuck did I fall asleep?",I curse myself.
My knees feels weak as I went downstairs,I checked everywhere but he is not here too,he is not here.
I stand there as I stare at the door.
"He will come back,he will come back",I whisper again and again as I stood in the hallway.

After what feels like eternity the door opens and my breath hitches when I see him,my legs give out as I fall on my knees.
"He is here,he is here",I whisper to myself as he ran towards me as he held me.
"Nick,what happened? You are scaring me",he panics as I go blank.
What will happen if he really leaves me one day?
I go still as I stare at nothing.
"Nick Nick",he cries but I Don't seem to open my mouth,I feel so numb.
"Nick please",is what I hear before I close my eyes.

When I opened my eyes,I'm in his arms.
I relax a bit and I tug him closer.
"You okay?",he whispers as I nod slowly.
"He's afraid",a voice comes from behind as I slowly turn around to see,Shepherd,Navy-his girlfriend,dad,mom,Quade and Nea are here.
What are everyone doing here?
Warren must've called them,anyway I kiss his chest as he held me tightly as I smiled.
"What do you mean afraid? Afraid of what?",Warren asks to Shepherd.
"That you may disappear",he says but I don't want to listen to anything,I just want to be in his arms.

"I won't disappear,I told you",he says to me.
I pulled myself a little,I cupped his cheeks,"Where were you?",my voice breaks.
He tugs me to his chest immediately.
"I went for jogging",he whispers.
"Just the way you want to see me in your arms when you wake up,I want to see you too",I say as he kisses my head.
"I'm sorry,I will make sure to stay in your arms",he says as I smile happily.
"Don't disappear like that",I whisper.
"I won't,I promise",he says.
"Take him upstairs son",mom says as Warren nods and takes me upstairs in his arms as I cling onto him.

"You scared me to death",he says kissing me.
"You did too",I remind him as he kisses me harshly.
"I told you that I won't leave you",he says as I shake my head.
"I know but I don't know how not to panic when I don't see you,it's suddenly takes me to all these years that I spent without you and it scares me so much,I never knew I could be scared of something Warren,but not seeing you in my arms scares me the most",I tell him honestly.
"I'm sorry",he whispers as I shake my head.
"No I'm sorry for making you worry",I say as I kiss him tightly.
"I LOVE YOU",I say as he nods and tugs me to him.
I don't think I can live if he ever disappears on me,now I'm sure of that.
I tug him tightly as we stayed like this for minutes.