Intertwined

I Fucking Love You

A/N: currently obsessed with a song called 'I Fucking Love You', by Zolita. The lyrics remind me of Mialotte and it's just got a great rhythm and catchy chorus that tickles my brain in a nice way.

Cause I'm a bit musically inclined and it often inspires my writing I REALLY wanted to do a chapter based on this song and our girls haven't had their very own chapter in a long while.

Expect things to get spicy 🌶️, so please don't read if adult material offends you.

And Lyla, Shivian will have to be next chapter. Hope you don't mind waiting another day or so.

I had been home for close to three weeks and was currently lying in bed listening to one of Mia's playlists, wearing one of her baggy shirts, with my eyes closed.

I normally wouldn't still be in bed, but I had a nightmare last night and was exhausted, as I couldn't properly fall asleep after it.

Mia had helped me calm down, bringing me back to our bedroom and out of my memories with her voice and gentle touch. I did relax, but couldn't get back to a deep sleep.

After the girls came in this morning before school Mia said she would take them, so I could rest. I had no appointments or follow ups today and Dan was picking them up after school for his week with them, so it really was the perfect day to just be a little lazy.

I was scrolling through for another playlists and found one I felt in the mood for. A mix of slow and fast songs, love songs and angst, pop, dance and ballads. Enough songs to help lift me out of my emotional haziness after the night of panic and nightmares and some to get out the tension as well.

Mia was dropping Michael off to visit Lily at Reece and Marjorie's house today and then said she would get some groceries. So I knew I had a little bit of time to kill before she got back. I took my phone downstairs with me to the kitchen to make another coffee and see what I could quickly eat for breakfast. I connected my phone to the wireless speaker and danced around while I made my coffee and toast. I got the washing out of the machine and transferred it to the dryer.

I took my coffee and breakfast into the lounge dancing around the room as I went.

The thing was I hadn't been able to move my body and my legs this freely for so long. I had been given the all clear from the neurologist and orthopedic surgeon for walking and light exercise a few days before. I was even going to be able to go back to work for half days in two weeks so long as my next cardiology appointment went well.

Being able to move around with stability and freedom again was such a joyful relief. I could feel my mind start to release the heaviness from my nightmares, I lifted my hands in the air and closed my eyes letting the rhythms and sounds take over my body.

The next song to come on wasn't one I knew. It was upbeat and poppy, a woman's voice started singing and I was instantly intrigued. The lyrics reminded me of something Mia had said about how she let her guard down only with me, which was true. The chorus was catchy and about halfway through a good beat started, then the hook line 'Oh my God I fucking love you'.

I'm not usually a person that swears but given the right circumstances I will. I normally wouldn't have in a song, but I was just feeling so relaxed and happy that it made me giggle. It sounded joyful to swear in this song.

The next time the chorus came up I belted out the last line; 'Oh my God I fucking love you'. It felt so good. When the song was over I was a little sad so I played it again.

I pulled my hair out and let it fall down around my shoulders as I danced around. When it got to the chorus I sang it loud again and it felt so fucking amazing!

Then I felt familiar arms wrap around me and a scent I knew gave my body tingles, 'I fucking love you too sweetheart,' Mia whispered in my ear. She spun me around and pulled me in for a hard kiss and I moaned into her mouth as I tangled my hands in her hair. She picked me up, my legs wrapped around her and took me up to our bedroom. Our lips barely left each other as we stumbled in a passionate haze, stripping our clothes off as we went, leaving a trail of items from the lounge room to the bed.

Mia held me up against the wall as she took off my bra and kissed down my neck. God I was in fucking heaven. I massaged one of her nipples in between my fingers and pulled as she moaned into my chest sending vibrations through my breast she was about to take in her mouth.

As her tongue circled my hard nipples one then the other, her hands were squeezing my butt, digging into my flesh and I lent my head back, 'oh my fucking god Mia,' and she began to kiss down my stomach, I put my hands in her hair and wanted to push her down to where I needed her, but she put my hands against the wall at my sides.
'Patience Char, or you could try begging me baby. I do love it when you fucking beg for me,' she kissed down my thighs totally skipping where I needed her.
'Fuck Mia,' she kissed down my other thigh missing my centre again. 'Amelia Roberts I want you to fucking eat me out now. I need your mouth all over me,' she looked up at me and smiled and I was panting in desperation.

'That wasn't so hard was it. I love hearing your dirty mouth baby,' and in the same moment she lifted my leg on her shoulder she took my clit in her mouth and sucked hard. The force of it made my body shake and I screamed in pleasure. Her tongue was licking up and down, pushing into my pussy and then back up flat against my clit before she circled it smoothly and flicked. It was sending me into a trance, I felt completely undone.

'You taste so fucking beautiful Char,' and she went back to circling my clit with her tongue. It felt so swollen and sensitive to every movement she made. I could feel my muscles building, everything was blurry. 'Are you going to take my fingers so I can fuck you now baby!' Mia growled. The vibrations made me moan instead of answer. I couldn't form words, but I needed her inside me.
'Yes. Mia. Yes. Fuck me, please,' I stammered out as my hips moved begging for her touch.
'Good girl,' she moved her mouth back on my clit, her tongue roughly flicking me back towards heaven and two fingers pushing into me hard and fast.
'Mia, fuck, I'm close,' and a second later with one more thrust a flick I felt like I was going to die from pleasure and screamed as I drowned her in my cum. Mia slowly released her fingers from me and I shuddered hard from the sensitivity. She scooped me up in her arms and gently put me on the bed to clean me up.

'Are you ok baby,' she said so sweetly and gently. I was still struggling to speak, so I nodded and breathed out a whispered 'yes'.

I couldn't help smiling when I heard the song I put on repeat went to chorus again. I looked at Mia being so gentle and caring for me.
'Oh my god I fucking love you,' I said as the singer performed the same part.
Mia came up to snuggle beside me, stroking my face and kissed me slowly and softly on my still tingling lips. 'I fucking love you too sweetheart. Now close your eyes and rest'.

This time I couldn't help falling asleep. My body and mind exhausted in the best possible way. I drifted off to sleep wrapped in her warm embrace and so fucking in love.