sailor song - Gigi Perez
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karl was fading back into his normal routine and grades, now that mr. johnson wasn't a problem. sapnap was happy for him, hell, he was so proud of him he would actually kiss him so passionately to show how much he was. foolish was proud too, he just really wished he would stop stressing over his grades now. he was karl's best friend, and he was happy, he really was, it was just.. karl was obsessed over his grades, and next thing you know he's going on about sapnap. ''sapnap bought me flowers!'', ''me and sap are going out, sorry.''. it was a bit.. mean, to foolish. he never had time for him anymore, it would be because of study sessions with sapnap that turned into makeout sessions instead, so he couldn't even go into their shared room, and had to wait in the common room until he saw sapnap walk out. it really hurt that a relationship was breaking their friendship. he hated it. honestly, he would've gotten sapnap out faster than he could notice karl was obsessing if he had the chance, but of course, he looked straight through it. he was mad, furious, even. how could a boy like sapnap make a 2 year friendship crack everyday? what the hell?
''hey, karl!''
''not now, foosh.''
''why?''
''im texting sapnap.'' he giggled, knees up to his chest. foolish groaned; karl was literally fangirling over this jock. disgusting, maybe he should've commented on it.
''why has sapnap made you so distant, karl?''
''i don't know, i really love him, foolish, and.. i think he's important. so are you! but.. i think sapnap, my lover, needs more love, ya know?''
''thats false. i let you and your worries take over my life, karl.''
''so? thats what friends do.''
''no karl, you're not understanding! your relationship isn't more important then a two year friendship! thats just weird, dude! if you think that, then maybe we should take a break.''
''okay, sure. love you foosh.''
''love you, dude, bye.''
why did he say that. fuck sakes, he just had to make it worse didn't he? foolish huffed and instead, tried to find somebody else to talk to. wait! that blondie, that- sapnap.. - used to hang with! he's not exactly horrible in his group, but he's not getting bullied by them either. what was his name.. pin? no, pun? uhmm.. oh! punz! thats it. surely it'd be fine? yeah. yeah! foolish was doing a good job by distancing himself. right? yeah, of course he was! and if he wasn't, you couldn't blame him; he was sad and angry, any 15 year old boy would do that! obviously. he wasn't in the wrong for wanting new friends. actually, he wasn't in the wrong for not liking karl; he was being bitchy! was that mean? probably. he didn't really care, though.
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love it
actually no because why did i make karl evil
its fine guys i'll make it awesome
wooo!!!
19 chapters when this was only supposed to be 10 (my books are short asf)
love lots
-ivan
YOU ARE READING
please remember that I never lied
Fanfiction"Do you need some time on your own?" -november rain, Guns N' Roses or, in which eXcess, ivan and finagon are introduced to a new school, but things don't really work out that well.
