twin sized mattress - the front bottoms
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karl sobbed into foolish's arm for the fifthteenth time that day. ''c-can i tell you something?'' he sniffled as he calmed himself. foolish nodded, making sure to stay as gentle as possible.
''i wanna die - sometimes.'' foolish actually thought his heart broke in half at that. tears sprang to his eyes, hugging him oh so tightly.
''oh, karl.'' he cooed. ''its okay, its okay. karl, i really need to tell someone, lovely.'' karl choked out another sob, shaking his head rapidly.
''no.''
''karl, i have to.''
''no!'' the tears were rolling ever so fast, it made foolish sick.
''okay. how about this? we tell one teacher. whos your favourite, lovely?''
''mrs. moore.''
''then we go to mrs. moore, okay?''
''she'll tell my mom-''
''its okay.'' foolish reassured. he stood up, and pulled karl up with another hand. ''your mom will be okay, i promise. your mom will support you, and if she doesn't, who cares? you have me and my family, and you have sapnap, and i can introduce ivan to you; he's funny.'' he smiled, then started mimicking ivan. ''a, b, c, d, e, f, g- wait, gyatt!'' karl giggled.
''hmm.. mhm.. lets go.''
''okay, okay.''
they scurried through the halls, and stopped at english: b2. ''uhm, excuse me?'' foolish uttered, knocking on the door. karl gulped as the beautiful teacher opened her door.
''hello, noah! hey, k- karl, whats wrong?'' she quietened, kneeling in front of him. ''noah, you know?''
''yeah.''
''what is it? wait, actually, no come in!'' she smiled, her dreads flying as she moved. she looked so young, when she was actually 40! karl and foolish stepped into her classroom, sitting down near the back.
''um, so basically.. first, someone spilt something all over karl's notes, bless.. and then, um, he told me that..'' he paused, squeezing karls hand tightly. ''he told me that.. he told me that he has thoughts of dying sometimes.''
the room was silent. karls short breaths were barely heard, and the tears were stopped by foolish, again. mrs. moore nodded comfortingly.
''thats okay, but we are going to need to get you help. is that okay, karl?'' karl just nodded. mrs. moore smiled. ''okay.''
''see, karl? everything is okay.''
''mhm..''
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ACK I LOVE HIM
PROTECT.
PROTECT.
yes!!!!!!!
love this
hmm who do i love... oh! you!!!!!
-ivan
YOU ARE READING
please remember that I never lied
Fanfiction"Do you need some time on your own?" -november rain, Guns N' Roses or, in which eXcess, ivan and finagon are introduced to a new school, but things don't really work out that well.
