Chapter 39: The Heartbreak and the Future

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Chapter 39: The Heartbreak and the Future



Rena's POV

The door closed, and the silence that followed hit me harder than I ever expected. Filip needed space-space from me, from the news of our child. The man I loved, the father of my unborn baby, was gone, leaving me with nothing but questions, fear, and the growing life inside me.

I sat there, numb, tears streaming down my face as the weight of it all crushed me. How could he leave? How could he walk away when I needed him the most? We were supposed to be in this together. But now, I was left alone to face the future.

The hours passed, and with every minute, I realized more clearly what I had to do. I couldn't wait for Filip to come back. I couldn't raise a child in this uncertainty, constantly wondering if he would ever truly be there for us. My heart was shattered, but I needed to be strong-for me and for the baby.

That night, I packed my things, every item I placed into my suitcase feeling like another piece of my heart breaking. I was leaving, walking away from the love we had shared because I had no choice. I had to protect my child.

Before I left, I wrote a note and left it on the table. "I'm leaving. I can't wait for you to decide. Our child deserves more. Goodbye, Filip."

With a heavy heart, I walked out of the house, knowing there was no turning back.

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10 Years Later

The sun cast a warm glow over the park as I watched Fil run across the grass, his laughter echoing in the air. His dark blonde hair caught the light, a striking reminder of Filip, whose features were so clearly reflected in our son's face. The same intense eyes, the same sharp jawline. But while Fil resembled his father physically, his heart was all mine.

Raising him alone had been the hardest thing I'd ever done, but also the most fulfilling. Fil was smart, kind, and curious, full of energy and joy. Every day, I looked at him and knew I had made the right choice in leaving, even if it had broken my heart in the process.

Sometimes, Fil would ask about his father. "What was Dad like?" he'd say, his big, curious eyes searching mine for answers. I always kept it simple. "He loved you, Fil. He just wasn't ready." It was the truth, as much as I could bear to tell him. I didn't want Fil to carry the weight of the past or the pain I had endured. He deserved more than that.

Still, there were nights when I lay awake, wondering what Filip was doing, if he ever thought of us. Ten years had passed, and not a word from him. I had moved on, built a life for me and Fil, but the hurt lingered, hidden deep in my heart.

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Filip's POV

Not a day had gone by that I didn't regret walking out on Rena. Ten years. Ten years of wondering, of imagining what life could have been like if I had stayed. I had missed everything-our child's first steps, their first words, their birthdays. I had let my fear and uncertainty ruin the family we could have had.

But I couldn't live with the regret any longer. I had to find them. I had to make things right. No matter how long it took, I would search for Rena and our child, and I would beg for their forgiveness.

After years of searching, I finally had a lead-a small town where Rena had settled. It wasn't much, but it was enough to give me hope. As I drove through the town, my heart pounded in my chest. I didn't know what I would find, but I knew I had to try. I couldn't live another day without knowing them.

The image of our child filled my mind-dark blonde hair, eyes like mine. My heart clenched at the thought of meeting him, of seeing how much he had grown. Would he even know who I was? Would he want to know me?

The regret was overwhelming, but I couldn't let it stop me. I had walked away from them once. I wouldn't make that mistake again.

I just hoped it wasn't too late to fix what I had broken.

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