Last Spark Of Hope

Chapter 6

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{Reid's POV}

"Spence?" I hear waking me up from my sleep "Spence look at me!" "What!" I say opening my eyes "JJ?" "What the hell were you thinking!" She says "What are you talking about!" I say "You slept with another woman Spence!" JJ says raising her voice "So what!" I say "Spence we're married!" JJ yells "Well last time I checked, you were dead!" I yell immediately regretting it "How could you." JJ says with tears in her eyes "JJ I'm-" I say "Don't! You don't get to say sorry!" She yells "JJ-" I say "You need to get your fucking act together! It's perfectly understandable for you to move on after all of this but not to do drugs and drink! You're putting those kids in danger by doing that! You don't think they notice you're slipping off in the middle of the night to get drunk and screw random woman you'll never talk to again! Well let me tell you something! They do! They notice everything you do because they look up to you! What kind of a role model are you being by doing drugs and drinking! What kind of a father are you being! Stop and think before you do this shit! You've hurt my mother! You've hurt these kids! What would you do if I was here?! Would have hurt me too?! Stop being such a little kid and get your damn act together! Henry acts more mature then you! Hell Mason acts more mature then you! You're not the only one who lost us! Everybody lost us! You don't see them doing drugs and drinking and what ever the hell else you're doing! Stop and fucking think before you do shit next time!" She yells. And just like that she was gone. I hate to admit is but she's right. I do need to get my act together. I've been a total ass to the kids and to Sandy. I look over to the woman sleeping next to me and gently shake her shoulder. "Hey." I say "Yeah?" She says half asleep "Get your stuff together. I'm calling you a cab." I say "Ok." She says waking up and getting her stuff as I put on my boxers and sweat pants, not even bothering with a shirt. "Cab's here." I say a few minuets later "Ok." She says "Look I'm sorry about basically kicking you out in the middle of the night." I say "Well it's 5am so it's not night. And it's ok I get it." She says "You really loved her didn't you?" "Yeah I did." I say "I really did." "Ok well I'll see you around." She says as I walk her to the door "Yeah." I say as she leaves. After she left I closed the door and leaned against it. "I'm sorry JJ." I whisper

{Sandy's POV}

I woke up around 6am and hear the tv downstairs going. I got out of bed and walked to the top of the stairs seeing Spencer sleeping shirtless on the couch, with a framed photo of JJ in his arms. I walk down stairs to tell him to go upstairs and sleep. When I get over to him, I see black ink on his arm. When I get closer I see the tattoo he got. It's Jennifer's name in black ink on his upper arm, a few inches above the bend in his arm. I was looking at his tattoo and looked lower down on his arm. That's when I saw it. He has track marks.