I'm at the doctors now. They're telling me the time frame when I could've gotten pregnant is around the time I fucked Red. I told them my concerns and they told me that I could get a dna test before I actually have the baby and I think that's what I'm gone do.
I'm 5 weeks pregnant they said I can do the dna test in 3 to 4 more weeks. By then I gotta talk to Manny and Red.
They told me that I should stop working asap and I limit my activities. So I have to tell Manny what's going on sooner than later. I'm so damn scared.
After I finished up with them I left. I took the long way to Manny house to think of how imma explain this to him. I been slowly moving my things to my place day by day cause I'm sure this ain't gone end well. Good thing the kids with my momma.
...
As I walked to his door it was opened. "Where the kids?", he asked stretching.
"They still at my momma house. We need to talk.", I said as I walked in. He closed and locked the door behind me. I went to the kitchen and he followed me. I sat at the table and he sat across from me.
"How was your appointment?"
"It was fine." I deeply exhaled and ran my hands down my face. "I don't know how to even-" I stopped talking and chuckled as I rubbed my head.
"Jaz what's wrong?", he asked grabbing my hands. I looked at him and he was just looking at me. I deeply exhaled as I pulled my hands away.
"Look I lied about the test. It wasn't Leah's it was mine.", I admitted. He looked at me confused. "It was positive."
"Jazmine why lie about something like that?"
"I wanted to go to the doctor first."
"Why?", he asked confused. I just looked at him.
"I needed to get a better time frame of when I got pregnant.", I explained lowly.
"Why you need a time frame?" I just looked at him. He raised his eyebrows as he sat back in his seat. He just looked at me with crossed arms. "You been out here fucking niggas. Raw at that, then come back and fuck me raw."
"I ain't been fucking niggas Manny."
"What the fuck you been doing you don't know who baby it is?!", he yelled. I jumped. He never yelled at me like that before. "Huh?!" I just looked at him as a ball formed in my throat.
"I understand you upset but I can't deal with this right now.", I said as my eyes watered. "When you ready to talk and not yell you know where I be.", I said scooting the chair out. He softly grabbed my arm stopping me.
"Sit down Jazmine." He wasn't yelling but I could still hear how upset he was. I pulled away from him and sat back down. He rested his face in his hands as I wiped my face. "What happened? Where shit go left Jaz?"
"The night I got the picture and video. I came home and got fucked up. He hit me up to check on me a-"
"Who? Who knew what happened that quick and why? You- you had to be talking with the nigga before.", he said shaking his head.
"Manny you gone let me talk or what?", I asked annoyed.
"You really ain't talking quick enough Jazmine."
"If you stop cutting me off I can fucking talk Emanuel damn!" He just looked at me as tears rolled down my face.
"Sorry." He deeply exhaled and shook his head. I rolled my eyes and wiped my face.
"Red sent me the picture and the video. He hit me up after. It was one time. If I wasn't so fucked up it wouldn't have even happened. I started making up all this shit in my head about all this shit you could've been doing behind my back. I started thinking about all the times Tae said it was this but it was really that. I can't let niggas I love keep getting over on me. I had to get my lick back and that's what I did.", I shrugged as the tears fell.
"I ain't fuck you over Jazmine. I fucked up dancing with that bitch but I ain't fuck her. I ain't fuck nobody since I been fucking with you Jaz. Shit before we even fucked. I thought we was locked in.", he said lowly. He just looked at the table and itched his head. He shook his head and looked back at me. I just looked at him as tears rolled down my cheeks. He look so hurt and disappointed.
I cleared my throat and wiped my face as I looked away. I stood up. "In a few more weeks I can get a dna test done, then you can know for sure.", I said looking at him. "It's probably best I stay at my place and you stay at yours.", I said zipping up my jacket. I just looked at him hoping he'll stop me or say no and that we can work through this but he just nodded. I grabbed the ring he gave me from my pocket and sat it on the table before quickly leaving.
Once I got in my car I broke down. I can't believe all this shit happened, then on top of that I could be pregnant by fucking Red.
