He is too well-behaved

Chapter 55: Shen Gusi is a little abnormal

　　"Shen shen."

　　Shen Gusi's unfocused eyes fell on Xu Jiashen's face. Soaking in cold water for too long had made him unconscious, and his body trembled uncontrollably in Xu Jiashen's arms.

　　"I just heard something."

　　"I heard that Lulu is dead."

　　He curled his hand into a fist and tightly grasped Xu Jiashen's collar: "Is...really?"

　　He no longer had the energy to question, but the moment he asked, his heart couldn't help but feel fear and terror, even though the truth was already before him.

　　"Yes."

　　When Shen Gusi heard Xu Jiashen admit it himself, in just a moment, all the expectations he had been holding on to were shattered.

　　"Why didn't you tell me?" Shen Gusi looked at Xu Jiashen, and tears instantly flowed from his already red and swollen eyes.

　　"Why didn't you tell me? Shouldn't I know? I didn't even see Lulu for the last time, why didn't you tell me, why?"

　　"She is still so young and has never been away from me for so long. How scared she would be when she leaves alone. Why did you hide it from me?"

　　For the first time, he hated Xu Jiashen so much.

　　He didn't hate when he was abandoned, he didn't hate when he was humiliated, he didn't hate when he was ridiculed. Only for this one thing, he hated Xu Jiashen for not telling him.

　　Shen Gusi's weak fists hit Xu Jiashen again and again. The last bit of his strength was exhausted and he fainted from grief in Xu Jiashen's arms.

　　Xu Jiashen looked at Shen Gusi, whose face was covered with tears, and silently carried her out of the bathroom. He took off her wet clothes, put her on the bed, and wrapped her tightly with a quilt.

　　He knew that he couldn't hide it for long, Shen Gusi would eventually find out.

　　Out of selfishness, he did not tell Shen Gusi anything about Lulu. He was worried that once Shen Gusi knew, he would go looking for Lulu at all costs.

　　Xu Jiashen could feel that in Shen Gusi's heart, he was no longer the only one, and that little girl was much more important than him.

　　He didn't want to be jealous of a child because that would make him look pathetic.

　　But whenever he thought that Shen Gusi cared about a child more than himself, especially that the child was born to another woman, he couldn't help but wonder if it was because Shen Gusi still had that woman in his heart.

　　Xu Jiashen didn't hate Lulu. Lulu was the only child he didn't find annoying. But if you were to say he liked her, it was unclear how deep the feelings could be after spending less than ten times together.

　　Whether it's donating bone marrow or finding an expert to treat Lulu, all of this is just for Shen Gusi.

　　It's fine.

　　Xu Jiashen gently stroked Shen Gusi's face with his fingers.

　　I will forget it. As long as I stay with Shen Gusi and treat him well, the sadness now will only be temporary.

　　_____

　　Shen Gusi fell seriously ill.

　　The disease came like a mountain falling on him. Shen Gusi was in a coma for three days and three nights. He relied on intravenous drips to maintain his vital signs. He became thinner and his whole body became visibly shriveled.