He is too well-behaved

Chapter 98. Deep down, I remember everything

　　"I can't sleep."

　　Xu Jiashen's eyes glowed brightly in the dark night. Shen Gusi took a breath and said, "Is that so... But it's too late now. I want to go to bed."

　　His uneasiness and fear were infinitely magnified by the darkness. His fingers tightly grasped the sheets beneath him, sweat oozed from his palms, and his breathing became particularly heavy in the quiet environment.

　　He shouldn't feel scared or afraid, but Xu Jiashen just stood in front of him, and the shadow enveloped him like an impenetrable mist.

　　"Are you afraid of me?" Xu Jiashen suddenly said.

　　From Shen Gusi's voice, one could not tell any emotion, anger, sorrow or happiness. It was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, but it made people feel even more panicked and nervous.

　　"I..." Shen Gusi almost didn't dare to look up at Xu Jiashen, and swallowed his saliva: "No..."

　　Xu Jiashen obviously didn't listen to Shen Gusi's words. The moment he stretched out his hand and put it on Shen Gusi's shoulder, he felt his trembling.

　　"You are afraid of me." Xu Jiashen said, "You are not afraid of Xiao Qi, you like him, right?"

　　"It's too late now." Shen Gusi didn't know what he wanted to do, nor did he want to answer these questions. A voice in his subconscious told him to get Xu Jiashen out quickly.

　　Otherwise something will happen.

　　"If you have anything to say, can we talk about it tomorrow?"

　　"You don't answer, does that mean you admit it?" Xu Jiashen suddenly used force and grabbed Shen Gusi so hard that he felt pain in his shoulder.

　　"Have you admitted that you have fallen in love with Xiao Qi?"

　　Shen Gusi frowned. He felt that Xu Jiashen was a little abnormal today. He struggled and said, "Let me go."

　　"Why, I am the only one who forgot?" Xu Jiashen seemed not to hear. In the faint light coming in from the window, a few tears flashed in his eyes.

　　For a moment, Shen Gusi thought he was dazzled and forgot to answer.

　　"Why don't you remember me? Why did you forget me? Why do you not like me anymore? Why do you want to marry someone else? Don't you really have any feelings for me at all?"

　　"But I love you so much."

　　He touched Shen Gusi's face with deep attachment: "I don't want to force you, but I don't want to give you to others either. Please remember me quickly, okay?"

　　But Xu Jiashen didn't know that Shen Gusi knew everything.

　　"sorry."

　　He was determined not to be soft-hearted and not to turn back. Moreover, Xiao Qi had done so much for him, if he was soft-hearted, then all this would be in vain.

"You will definitely find someone better who likes you more..." Shen Gusi blessed sincerely.

　　Although Xu Jiashen had made him sad, heartbroken and painful, he also made him experience the feeling of falling in love with someone, even if it came at a price.

　　Once in a lifetime is enough.

　　Shen Gusi wants Xu Jiashen to be happy more than anyone else. He used to think that this happiness should be given by him, but now he no longer has such expectations.

　　He couldn't give Xu Jiashen happiness, just as Xu Jiashen couldn't give him love.

　　"No more." Xu Jiashen interrupted him: "Never again."